Another new chapter...

Dah nak masuk tahun baru…tutup buku tahun sudah, bukak pulak lembaran baru. Tahun baru, umur baru,dosa baru (eh tak nakla tambah dosa baru). Soalan tak berapa cepumas yang selalu ditanya..Apa azam tahun baru?? Aaa..tahun ni tak nak ada azam.Ikut je arah angin nak bawa terbang ke mana. Kanan kananla, kiri kirila.Bunyi macam orang takde masa depan, takde matlamatkan? Lantakla.. Azam=impian=harapan yang belum tentu akan tercapai. Dah malas nak letak azam setinggi gunung, takut tak kesampaian, sendiri yang kecewa. Just lalui hari2 mendatang dengan sebaik mungkin, itu yang terbaik kot. Barulah cabaran namanya...b(^_^)d

Kepada yang dah set azam tahun baru, anggaplah ianya sebagai janji pada diri sendiri untuk ditepati..jangan sekadar hangat2 tahi ayam.Apa azam tahun baru korang??



For yesterday was a history…

And tomorrow is still a mystery…

And today well-lived…

That makes yesterday a dream of happiness,

And every tomorrow a vision of hope…

Life is beautiful..whatever path you choose you're the Master of your destiny but God will not leave you in your journey...so make it worthwhile..

Untuk semua, Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha (anyam daun ketupat memang complicated..huhu) Pengorbanan yang tak ternilai ialah pengorbanan yang disulami dengan keikhlasan..:) Salam tahun baru...

Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful...

Bravo Bro!!

Dear Muhammad Tasnim aka my specky, brainy, nerdy bro, congrats on your achievement in PMR!!- ..straight 9A’s, flying colours!

You should be proud cos I’ve reserved some space to congratulate and publish your face in here..well only the CHOSEN ONE deserves this..kan dah bagitau dulu..haha. You’ve achieved another goal in your life and still bunch more to chase…yet, u’ll be facing another tougher and even more challenging journey after this and hope this success will inspire u to do the best in the next phase of your life..well at least your NOT so-so intelligent sis has overcame half of that challenges and obstacles with …patient... hehe.(wink wink).

I hate to say this (but have to), - I’m proud to have a brother like u and looking forward to see more greater achievements after this.. Silalah buat yang terbaik lagi...My doa is always with u. Kami sekeluarga pasti sentiasa yakin dengan anda..jadi yakinlah dengan diri sendiri..

Anim, I know u will read this but please don’t ‘kembang’ too much..huhu~(^oo^)~

Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal!

Great things happened this week..sometimes we dont need reason to smile..just....SMILE.. (^___^)

Cheers for Man Utd ..3-1 tuh..maintain the top of the Premiership..huhu..

Lelaki, perempuan dan shopping...

Memang tak patut betul gambarajah kat atas ni.Nampak sangat kalau bab2 shopping ni ke 'excited' an pompuan lagi dahsyat daripada lelaki.Gender bias betul. Tapi lelaki sama jugak.Kalau bab2 cari aksesori kereta, beli cd Playstation same je kot macam pompuan.Lama memilih.Hmm... mungkin betul jugak agaknya.Memang pompuan nalurinya begitu kot.Nak cari satu barang je mula2 tapi habis pusing satu shopping complex. Keluar shopping complex, tak sah kalau tak beli lebih dari 1 barang..heheh.Normallah tu.

Sebab tu kalau kuar gi shopping saya lebih senang keluar ngan kawan2 pompuan, lebih bebas memilih, lebih selesa nak berjalan. Takde yang akan tarik muka empat belas kalau kita shopping lame sikit.Kalau ngan mak pun macam tu jugak, nak beli apa2 lebih best pergi dengan umi daripada ngan abah.Kalau gi ngan abah pembelian dan pemilihan barang agak limited.Seme kena cepat..Tapi satu yg best kalau kuar ngan abah, pembelian akan disponser..haha.

Cakap pasal shopping teringat pulak Khamis lepas, lepas keje pergi tengok wayang dengan kawan(atas permintaan, name cannot be disclosed without permission..hehe).Tengok cite ape segan la pulak nak bagitau sebab cite action2 Melayu tu agak 'menyedihkan'..hehe.Tapi not badla..lagi ok daripada drama siri Chempiang yang pernah ditayangkan kat tv3 pada satu masa dahulu.So boleh agaklah cite ape.Dah takde cite lain yang boleh habis sebelum pukul 9pm, terpaksa jugak tengok citetu.Sokonglah filem tempatan..huhu.Habis tengok wayang, tengok2 kedai.Maklumla dah dekat Krismas banyak pulak midnite sale. Masuk satu kedai kasut, tengok pekerja2 dia sibuk susun kasut2 baru. Sale ape pulakni. Salesgirl tu cakap midnite sale 2 jam saje start pukul 10pm,harga kasut mostly half price. Oh.

Maka kawan saya ni dengan mata yang bersinar2 mengajak saya tunggu sampai pukul 10. Nak taknak kena la tunggu.KLCC masih penuh dengan orang-orangan. Lepas je salesgirl tu letak signboard "2 hours Midnite Sale" depan pintu kedai, maka berpusu2 perempuan2 disekitar KLCC tu masuk ke kedai tersebut. Memang betulla pompuan kalau pasal sale,shopping memang pantang. Muka boyfriend, husband ,memasing dah berkerut2 tunggu kat luar.Pilih bukan satu dua, lima kotak terus bawak kluar.Saya memang takde mood nak membeli haritu,takde pulak yang menarik dihati, biarkan jela kawan saya tu ambik masa pilih mana yang berkenan. Habis membeli saya tanya dia.."Dah?" "Eh,Ja, jom naik tingkat 2 jap kat NOSE, nak tengok2 kasut kat situ pulak".Saya melirik jam ditangan..erkk...tapi kaki ini tetap melangkah dengan tabah...

Memang betul, pompuan, kalau masuk bab2 shopping, biar sakit mana tumit menapak, lenguh mana kaki berjalan, selagi misi belum tercapai selagi tu pengembaraan akan diteruskan..huhu..
Pape pun ingin ditegaskan di sini bukan semua pompuan gila shopping, cuma masa yang diambil untuk memilih barang agak lama. Kita sahut kempen kerajaan supaya Bijak Berbelanja.Nak cari barang yang berkualiti kenala ambik masa yang lama. Lihat, pilih dan beli...heh.

Man Utd vs Aston Villa-match tadi, Man Utd score 3 tanpa balas..puas hatiku..(^_^)


You only have to do a very few things right in your life so long as you don't do too many things wrong.~ Warren Buffett

Childhood memories...

~court and law stuffs really drive me crazy..call me freak or whatever u want..I'm just refreshing and recalling my childhood memories..seronoknye time tu..if only I could turn back time..huhuh. These are all my fav TV programmes when I was a kid..very nostalgic indeed..sob..sob..


GABAN-my all time favourite superhero!!For those who born on early 80's, I bet they could definitely recognized Gaban, our greatest childhood hero.




FLASHMAN-5 superheroes..





SATRIA BAJA HITAM-another fav superhero..



CYBERCOP-police robots who fight for justice..



AKANTARE-the longest Japanese series ever as far as I remember..



OSHIN- a story of a poor girl..so sad..even my mum still remember this..




GIRL FROM TOMORROW
does anyone remember ALANA?? the girl who has a head band that shoots out holographic images and used to lift objects!Cool hah..



KICKERS-my fav cartoon- the life of a football player..



LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRAIRIE..



BLUE BLINK-as requested, I put another one..Blue Blink-kartun
ni layan gak zaman muda mudi dulu..






~If I had just one wish, I'd visit my younger days and tell the younger me it all works out ok...today..

We don't stop playing bcoz we grow old, we grow old bcoz we stop playing..-George Bernard Shaw

Gonna miss 'em all...

I'm counting days to balik next week. cant wait. But I have these butterflies in my stomach about next week..takotnye..huhu.Yesterday I was soo freaking exhausted... need to be in 3 different courts at the same time. Thank God I managed to do it..but I missed my precious time with those accused in criminal court. Tak pelah since firm matters are more important.

Yesterday was also my last day doing dock brief...doing criminal matters.I'm gonna
miss them all. Gonna miss my weekly duty in Legal Aid Centre,my court friends, the police officers, the smelly smells in the lock-up and all the accused fella.Next year all courts will be moving to a new building at Jalan Duta. I'll be missing this Sultan Abdul Samad building. The old place I used to go every week.I heard they will make this building a museum.not sure yet.But I'm just proud that I have sweet n sour memories in here n being part of the history..heheh..hmm..I'm seriously gonna miss them all.

The most boring weekend ever. Working week and my aunt went to Kelantan for 3 days..tinggal sorang lagi..huhu..nak balik..

To a friend, voice out the feelings in your heart is not wrong if that can makes u feel better..but the problem is just me...really hope u understand that..The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of...

Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy you-Wayne Dyer

Devil's Destiny...



I really need to post this. At least my effort to stay awake at 3 am was certainly worth while since this match is a crucial one for my fav team. The game was interesting and breathtaking enough to make me stick alone in the dark in front of the TV..and oh, for non-MU fans and 'I'm not into football what more, MU stuff'...no need to read this.

Finally, United destiny comes to finale.Man Utd came back from a goal down to beat Benfica 3-1 as winners of Group F to book a place in the Champions League knockout phase .Personally, I think, United, who went into the game only need a draw to be sure of qualifying, thus, they fully deserved this victory. United back-to-back defeats to FC Copenhagen and Celtic desperately need to avoid defeat in order to prevent Benfica bundling them out at the group stage for the second successive season. Man U made an aggressive enough start and were clearly looking for their Portuguese winger Cristiano Ronaldo to conjure up something special. But nothing happened..Thankfully, after a bit of a false start,and after a shocking 27th minute strike by Nelson from Benfica, Nemanja Vidic levelled right on half-time, providing the platform for Ryan Giggs and Louis Saha to score in the second period. Phew..

So, with Celtic losing their final game to Coppenhagen, United advance into the last 16 as Group F winners, will hopefully offering a supposedly easier passage into the latter stages. Although my Wayne Rooney has been awarded with this gold card and the failure of 2 freekicks attempt by Cristiano Ronaldo , there r nothing compared to this victory..hehe

And I, sitting drowsily,hopelessly in front of this computer, really have to get back to work..huhu

Simplicity is the best...

Dah macam boring ngan skin lame...A little bit of changes will do...edited on my own..guess it's too feminine, girly2 kot..lantak jela..huhu..

Tough girl won't cry...

Phew, finally I'm home. Dah 2 tahun eh, 2 mnggu tak balik ni. Dah 2 hari berturut2 jugakla mkn McD je sbb rushing sane sini, on the way balik rumah tadi, si Talhin ambik kat temerloh, belanja burger..ish McD lagi..tapi at least blk rumah boleh mkn masakan umiku ..couldn't feel any happier than this.

Huhu..tetibe teringat peristiwa kat court tadi. Harini duty kat court 5 depan Majistret Puan Manira yang kekadang good mood kekadang bad mood. Tak kisahla. Tapi entah knape harini terlebih emosional pulak. Harini kat court ade 7 accused a.k.a Orang Kena Tuduh(OKT). Sebelum court bersidang, saya kena interview ketujuh2 OKT ni . Yang tak blh lupa 2 orang accused ni. First accused:

Saya: (lps panggil nama OKT tu) Awak salah mencurikan?Curi ape?
OKT: Ambi Pur 20 kotak.yang untuk dalam kereta punye.Alaa 20 kotak je pon.Kat Mydin pulak tu.
Saya start tanya latar belakang OKT ni untuk memudahkan rayuan depan Majistret nanti.Dia cerita semua.
Saya: Mak ayah sihat?Ada sakit apa-apa tak?
OKT: Mak ayah sihat. Tapi saya yang tak sihat
Saya: Awak sakit apa
OKT: Saya sakit HIV.Positif.
Saya: Oh.

Bestnye jawapan dia.Memang saya tak payah tanya pun sebenarnya. Tapi yang sorang lagi OKT ni betul2 menyedihkan saya. OKT ni perempuan. Tangannya tak digari macam yang lain, sebab dia memangku baby yang baru lahir. Baru 14 hari.Dah tentu lahir kat penjara.Kakak ni ibu tunggal,dituduh atas tuduhan memiliki dadah. Menangis2 kakakni mintak saya tolong dia. Dia cakap dia tak salah, dadah tu bukan dia punya..etc Saya buat2 tulis apa yang kakak tu ceritakan tapi hatini sebakla jugak especially bila tgk baby tu.Serba-salah dibuatnya. Jangan ternangis kat situ sudah.

Lepas beberapa minit,Majistret masuk. Court bangun!lepas beberapa OKT, tibalah giliran kakak tu. Saya pun ke depan. Dengan izin Puan, saya Mazliza dari Pusat Bantuan Guaman mewakili OKT.Bla..bla..terkeluar la hujah2 yang saya pon tak sure boleh diterima pakai atau tak.Lepas abis mengarut-ngarut, Puan Manira baca hukuman. "OKT didapati bersalah dan mahkamah dgn ini menjatuhkan hukuman 9 bln penjara.Hukuman berjalan dari tarikh tangkap." Saya agak terkejut jugakla, sebab tempoh 9 bln tu agak lama bagi saya sebab sebelum ni ada kes dakwaan sama cuma kena 4 bulan penjara. Camne seksanya saya nak tunggu abis chambering 9 bulan inikan pulak nak stay dalam penjara tu 9 bulan.Dengan baby yg baru lahir lg.Court, full of heartless people.Saya pusing tgk kakak tu, memang air mata dia dah berjujuran jatuh. Feel bad for the baby, feel sad for the mother. Saya cuba pandang ke ats syiling supaya saya tak nangis jugak.Malu dan bodohla kalau saya nangis.Sebelumni tak pernah teremosi camni.Saya cuba fikir,yang salah tetap salah. So be professional.Tapi sedar tak sedar air mata ni mengalir jugak.Huhu.

But a friend said lawyers, future lawyers should be tough.Tough girl don't cry.Wrong.I just did. Perhaps,maybe I don't belong here.



Don't cry when the sun is gone. Tears won't let you see the stars-Violeta Parra

Saturday Sauna...

Saturday always used to be my favourite day but not when it demanding me to go to office in the morning on this day. So here comes the taboo for me which will appear 2-3 times in a month--working on Saturday.I hate Saturday especially when I cant go back to my hometown, forcing myself to stay in this polluted city (a friend called it concrete jungle) and plus, I have to sit in front of the computer finishing my unfinished business. But thank God this week, me and a friend purposely registered our name in this 'potentially boring' law seminar on Saturday morning so we can construct a very smart and reasonable excuse for not being able to go to office on that day. And the reason was surely convincing enough. A very brilliant idea from Syitah.Haha.. (wink wink)

So we went to the seminar at KL Bar. The talk was presented by a lawyer Mr Michael Soo. Well, a pretty interesting topic I can say, about practical aspects of registration and intellectual property rights, trademarks and bla... bla. However, I must admit that everytime I went to the seminar like this,no matter how hard I tried and how interesting the discussion was, I could only listen attentively for about less than an hour, and the rest... either daydreaming or falling half asleep..huhu.. Fuhgedabouidit.


Actually, we have decided earlier to go for a sauna at the Traders Hotel in the afternoon. Mind you, it was a free sauna, since Lorraine's bro stayed in the hotel; we dont have to pay a single cent unless you want to try the spa. The Traders Hotel is just about 10 minutes walking from KLCC, so off we went there. It was raining lightly when we reached at the sauna room and such a perfect time to have a peace of mind. The room was small, cozy and warm and after changing, 3 of us shoved ourselves inside. We sat in there trying to relinquish everything that blocking our mind; the pressure in court yesterday seemed to fade away from my mind, relaxing, whiles the room getting warmer and hotter. Our faces went flushed and we were sweating quite fast bcoz of the high temperature of the room and it made me feel healthier, honestly.( u sweat a lot like u've been circling around the school field 10 times but the different is you're not that tired). We sat in there for quite sometimes and get out of the room before we got steamed inside. I believe u should give a try as well.

After 'lepaking' in Lorraine's room, we went to KLCC again and since the year end sale is not here yet so no use for window shopping when u have limited RM in your pocket, I spent time with Moja sitting behind the bookshelves reading inspirational and motivational books at Kinokuniya for hours (trust me I am not a bookworm type and not that boring person..haha). I returned home at nite with smile stapled to my face thinking that at least today my working day was not as boring as I thought it would be. A bunch thanx to u girls:

Syitah- at least I don't have to sit in the seminar alone.
Lorraine- thanks for inviting me to that sauna-really had a great time
Moja- Nice to know u. I don't know u love cats and inspirational books too ..hehe

Have I told u that the skies are perfectly blue and the fluffy clouds are like white swans floating in the sky? No more haze.yay! \(^_^)/

Life is a great big canvas and you should throw all the paint you can on it- Danny Kaye

A time to kill ...

A friend at court asked me:

Cindy: Do u have boyfriend?

Me: (laugh) Haha..a lot

Cindy:No laa not that boy-friends..I mean a boyfriend..a very special one.

Me: At this moment..no..dun have one..u?

Cindy: No, i dun have one either. Haiya, nowadays it's difficult to trust a guy la.They not really sincere in a relationship. Double faces. Its hard to find a guy who love u as who u are not what u are. Talking from the experience (chuckles)

Me: Uh-huh..maybe,but not all like that i think. Maybe u still not found the right one yet. You never know.

Cindy: True.Maybe laa. Hey, have u ever heard of ying and yang?

Me: Ying and yang..hmm..I heard that often in kung fu movies, but dont know what the hell is that.(Laugh)

Cindy:You know.. Ancient Chinese scholars believe that there are two forces in our universe.Ying and Yang.Ying represents the female and Yang represents the male. Both must be in balance.Like in a relationship, the chemistry should exist between two persons; they should complement each other. So the relationship will last longer.

Me: Oh like that eh. But as Muslims we do believe in jodoh. God has decided one for us before we were born. When the jodoh arrives, that person will be a perfect partner for us. Good or bad, we should accept him/her with open arms. Accept their weaknesses. Love them unconditionally. It is some sort like a gift from God.And some say love is a force of nature,it should come naturally..cannot be forced..right?

Cindy: Yeah.Jodoh.That makes sense. But after all boyfriends is not a priority. So many people to love, many things to concentrate, no time to think about guys la. Without them we can still live what.Kan?

Me: Haha.Yep.So many people to love.100% agree on that.

And the conversation ended there.Hmm..


Sweet words are easy to say,
Sweet things are easy 2 buy,
But sweet people are difficult to find...

Something to ponder..

Akhirnya..tercapai jugak hasrat nk balik mnggu ni..bestnye..bestnye..bestnye dapat balik walaupun 2 hari setengah cuma. Tapi 'ke excited an' saye nk balik rumah tenggelam dgn cite yg lebih exciting kat court tadi. Tadi kena handle accused kat court 3.Hmm court 3...court yang panas dengan kehadiran seseorang semalam.Semalam, kat court inilah, depan magistrate yang sama Tuan Aizatul Akmal, seorang penganalisis politik terkenal,pemikir terkenal, Abdul Razak Abdullah Baginda didakwa bersubahat membunuh model sambilan Altantuya Shariibuu. Die didakwa dibawah Seksyen 109 (bersubahat) dibaca bersama Seksyen 302 (bunuh) yg membawa hukuman mati jika sabit kesalahan.haa lepas tuduhan dibaca barulah muka dia boleh keluar Tv.

Masa tengah nak prepare ayat untuk buat rayuan utk satu kes dadah ni, sorang polis datang kat saya. "Rugi tak datang smlam.Court ni penuh, havoc. Mmg pening kepala. Org berebut2 masuk." Si polis ni bersemangat cite apa yang berlaku semalam.dari A sampai Z. "Ade dengar tak yang benda ni propaganda je.VVIP" ..bla ..bla .. bla..huhu..dan dia terus bercerita. Tapi tu off record.Tak boleh publish kat cni karang tak pasal2 saya yang kena soal siasat. Hmm senyum jela sambil dengar cite polis tu smpai Tuan Aizatul masuk.Court bangun!!

Jmpe polis, lawyer cite tula yang hangatnye. Cite tak best disebalik kisah pembunuhan tragis ni.Just wait n see.Tak tau lagi siapa salah siapa betul."A person is innocent until proven guilty".So tak boleh nak memandai buat presumptions sendiri.Ada sesuatu yg misterius disebalik kes ni. Ape yang diceritakan oleh polis tadi still bermain2 kat kotak fikiranni smpai skrg. Betul ke bendani, cam tak percaya.Hm,cuma Allah yg tau. Tapi kenapa sanggup buat macam tu sekali.Aish orang kalau dah terlalu cerdik mcm nila jadinya.Kira dah habis cerdik..smpai fikiran tak boleh fikir benda yang lebih cerdik lagi.Cerdik sangat pun tak boleh jugak..menghancurkan hidup sndiri akhirnya.Nak tutup lubang sini mulanya, tapi lubang sana pulak terbukak.Last2 habis semua bocor. Dah tak dapat lari mane2 dah.Jadi jadilah insan yang sederhana saja kecerdikannya...Fullstop.

Take him BECK,Fergie...



This is what I read in The Sun today.
David Beckham is prepared to take a massive pay cut to land a dream free transfer back to Old Trafford. The former Man Utd favourite has told close friends he will let his Real Madrid contract run down so he is free to leave the Bernabeu and link up with Alex Ferguson once more in Manchester next year. Becks has become frustrated with life on the bench under new boss Fabio Capello.
However, it is unlikely that Ferguson would want him back and even if he did, Beckham is likely to swap one bench for another. Yep, seriously.Hmm..looks like he's not really enjoying his life in that "all stars" club.

~still remember last year when I was in Manchester, we need to pay 6 pound (equivalent -approximately to RM42) to enter that Old Trafford stadium just to take a tour in it and have a look at the bench where David Beckham used to sit during the match including his seat in the changing room.. haha that's too much, thank you very much..we ended taking pictures outside the stadium jela.

Untitled..

Busiest week..so many works to be done..to be finished on time. It was only when I had exhausted all other distractions that I write dis post in here..My mind is not really focusing in one direction rite now. A friend just called expressing her "impossible relationship" problem. Keep on listening..but not fully concentrating. I'm not a problem solver not a good creator either. I feel blank..(*shrug*)(*sigh*).

Miss home already. Need some space, need some air. I planned to go home this week but have to cancel it. "Aja, lupe ke dis saturday kita keje,nk buat jamuan raya.Open ofis". Ok, whatever, I'll stay.By the way, the news about the downfall of Bush and his Republican party yesterday might cheer me up a lil bit..hmm at last..

Tomorrow I've to go to court, as usual. At least I don't have to go to office, confronting with the lawyers and workloads. Have a nice chat with all the criminals in the lock-up may open my eyes that life is not fair for everybody...maybe for certain people...But whatever it is whether u're a criminal or not..life must go on, it is how you face it..

It is one of the most beautiful compensations of this life that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself.~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

Movie Marathon

Mengantuk betul pegi keje pagini.Hari Sabtu orang bleh lepak2 kat rumah tapi kita kena pegi ofis.mane tak mengantuk mlm smalam dah marathon 2 movies dgn kwn2 uia. Sasha la mastermind di sebalik semeni.Mula2 plan nak tgk satu movie je so off we went to KLCC.Sampai KLCC kul 6.30 sorang pon tak dtg lagi, except for Khalid yg dr jauh dah nmpak tersenyum2 dpn surau.Lepak2 kat fountain dpn KLCC then Dila pon sampai. The other gals arrived after that. So, after solat n mkn2 kat KFC eight of us,saya,Khalid,Sasha,Dila,Ayu,Aliza,Emma n Farhana pegila ke TGV.

Tgk The Covenant kol 9.45pm. Cite ni best. Kisah 4 sekawan yang dianugerahkan dgn special powers. The gals of cos were melted dgn kehenseman guys dlm cite tu except Khalid la yg takde pape perasaan..hehe. So far cite ni boleh bagi 4 bintang la kot sbb sound effects yg best dgn aksi2 yg agak hebatla jugak.Boleh beli soundtrack die nih..bak kata Khalid laa.Huhu...

B4 msk wayang tgk the Covenant, dgn tak pasal2 Aliza tnmpakla pulak poster satu cite Jepun ni.Tajuknye Death Note.Maka merayu2 la Aliza ajak kitorang beli tiket citeni pulak .Sudahh..saya dah terdiam sbb tayangannya pukul 11.45 mlm.Gile ape, nak balik pukul brapeni. Saya kene keje esok, firm korang tak bukak hari sabtu.Tak aci betul.Sebab semua dah termakan pujuk rayu manja Si Aliza utk tgk citeni, jadi saya dgn berat hati terpakse ikut jugak sbb kami mmg kena balik skali. Farhana je yg tak join sebab nak pegi tgk cite Don pulak dgn Raina dan Kabir.Kuat Hindustan bdk ni. Hmm..komen utk cite Death Note.Sangatla membosankan.Cite pasal buku nota magic yang kalau kita tulis je nama penjenayah dlm buku tu,org tu sure mati.Nak uphold justice dgn cara yg salah.Citeni based on comic Jepun. Bagi 2 bintang je kot, sbb saya cuma tgk 60% je cite tu sbb byk terlelap..heheh..Aliza je yg excited tgk..

After all, it was fun having friends around us when we really stressed out by work stuffs n all. Thanks a lot. Lookin forward to lepak2 ngn korang lagi. =)

Kembali bekerja...

Raya dah habis..tapi mood raye still ada lagi dlm jiwa ni. Orang kata rayakan sebulan.Nak menyerang rumah kwn2 yang buat open house kat cni pulak..Apepun raya tahun ni tetap best . Pagi raya dapat sembahyang for the first time kat surau kwsn rumah sndiri.yela surau tu dah diperbesarkan so untuk julung2 kalinya penduduk tmn inderapura ni dptla sembahyang raya kat surau kwsan rumah.Dah tak payah ke masjid. Tahun ni pengumpulan duit raye kurang memberangsangkan berbanding tahun2 lalu, kerana kita sudah dikira msk ke alam pekerjaan. Hehe..kene keluar duit sndiri pulak,bersedekah..Tak sangka sepupu2 yang dah bertahun menyepi diri tiba2 muncul kat depan pintu rumah.Buang yang keruh ambil yg jernih.Itula magicnye raya.Terima kasih kat kwn2 UIA, Tahap yang sudi singgah kat rumah.tahun depan jemputla datang lagi.

Huhu, balik KL keje banyak.Files byk yang kene siapkan..tapi hidup kena diteruskan..sabar aja,sabar.Sambung keje..usaha tangga kejayaan ..m(_ _)m

on the way ke rmh muna..ngn zaty dan miey..thanx miey..

Mari Puasa 6 ... (^_^)

Hmm..Syawal dah kita lalui selama beberapa hari. Lupakan ketupat, lemang, marilah kita sama2 berpuasa 6 di bulan Syawal kerana byk fadhilatnya..

Abu Ayyub Al-Anshari meriwayatkan, Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

"Barangsiapa berpuasa penuh di bulan Ramadhan lalu menyambungnya dengan puasa enam hari di bulan syawal, maka pahalanya seperti ia berpuasa selama setahun." (HR. Muslim).

Imam Ahmad dan An-Nasa'I meriwayatkan dari Tsauban,Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

"Puasa Ramadhan ganjarannya sebanding dengan puasa sepuluh bulan, sedangkan puasa enam hari di bulan syawal, pahalanya sebanding dengan puasa dua bulan, dan kerananya bagaikan puasa selama setahun penuh."

Saya terbaca dalam satu artikel yang puasa enam hari di bulan Syawal setelah Ramadhan, merupakan pelengkap dan penyempurnaan pahala dari puasa setahun penuh. Dengan berpuasa setelah Ramadhan, ia menunjukkan sebahagian ungkapan rasa syukur seorang hamba atas pertolongan dan keampunan yang telah dianugerahkan kepadanya. Tetapi jika ia menggantikannya dengan perbuatan maksiat maka ia termasuk kelompok orang yang membalas kenikmatan dengan kekufuran. Apabila ia berniat pada saat melakukan puasa untuk kembali melakukan maksiat lagi, maka puasanya tidak akan diterima, ia bagaikan orang yang membangunkan sebuah bangunan megah lantas menghancurkannya kembali.

Salah satu manfaat puasa enam hari bulan Syawal ialah, amal-amal yang dikerjakan seorang hamba untuk mendekatkan diri kepada Tuhannya pada bulan Ramadhan tidak terputus dengan berlalunya bulan mulia ini, selama dia masih hidup,Insya-Allah. . Ketahuilah, amal perbuatan seseorang mukmin itu tidak ada batasnya hingga maut menjemputnya.

Allah Ta'ala berfirman:
"Dan sembahlah Tuhanmu sampai datang kepadamu yang diyakini (ajal)." (Al-hijr: 99).

Hmm..Wallahualam..hanya menyampaikan..mari kita berpuasa enam..:)

Trimas pada kengkawan yg sudi berkunjung ke rumah...

Raye lagi

Ramadhan dah berlalu,Syawal dtg lagi. kalau dulu dgr je pengumuman raye sure terlompat2 tp bila dah tua (tua la kot) ni rase sedih pulak..huhu. Takut tak jmpe Ramadhan taun2 yg seterusnye. Apapun Syawal ni kena happy sebab bln Syawal umat Islam meraikan kemenangan setelah berpuasa selama sebulan.happy sbb taun ni first time konon2 nye dpt bagi duit raya kat adik2..tapi dengan kadar yg sangatlah limitednye..budak2 happy kita pon happy..
Apapun kepada semua umat Islam Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..Maaf zahir batin..(^_^)

The Ugly Haze..


This week I felt quite miserable because my body wasn't perfectly in a pink of health. I suffered these 3 in 1 maladies-a fever, flu and a sore throat which silently changed my voice into a husky macho sound until now. When the doctor said this maybe caused by the unhealthy levels of KL air quality my mind began to converge into the only reason, yup the HAZE. Looking out of the window, it looks misty. From my office I can see the KL Tower is shrouded in haze. This jerebu, haze, polluted fog, smog or whatever it is has become a yearly event or annual choke season blanketing Malaysia especially KL with the ugly atmosphere obscuring sunlight, reducing temperatures, visibility etc.

I still remember last year when Malaysia declared a state of emergency in some part of KL and Selangor , we were overjoyed when schools including UIA have to be closed for 3 days due to this problem and now it happens again. Thanks to our "beloved neighbour" who never forgets to bring us difficulties, well apart from the illegal immigrants’ issues and now the haze. They claimed that they have taken all the measures to reduce the smog in fighting the fires in Kalimantan and Sumatra (caused by the brainless culprits who did the open burning there) and continuously trying to tackle the problem and prevent it in the future..Whatever..Just wait for the next year to come and I'm sure the haze is here again.
Lately, the rain poured quite often in the evening and I'm hoping dat it will drive away the ugly smog as well as my not-so-good health and everything will be back to normal sooner or later. I miss to smell the fresher air and see the beautiful blue skies again. Yeah keep our skies blue!

LRT oh LRT

Friday,6th Oct 06-huhu.. dis morning was really a bad morning for me.Can u imagine the most useful public transport (ever?) that i used to step in n out was actually broken down when i really need it. I seriously dont mind if it want to 'buat hal' yesterday or the day b4 but on Friday when i desperately need to rush to court was not appropriate time to do so. The train stucked from jelatek to keramat(if i'm not mistaken), affecting other trains n the person in charge announced that it only be fixed an hour later. The LRT station was full of worried, tension n 'gelabah' faces.And guess what the problem prolonged until evening.
Anyway thank God I met my friend Aliza there (almost in tears) who happened to call her dad and immediately fetch us to court.At least i prefer to stuck in jam in Aliza's car rather than to wait n anticipate for the train to be arrive on time.

-..huhu..now i'm thinking of having my own car..hmm

L.O.V.E


The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart.
~ Helen Keller

All about love...huhu..waiting for pending work to be done..I'm bored and I cant believe I put dis one in here..ish..
m(-_-)m

~Never say you're going to if you never will. Never talk about feelings if they are not really there. Never say I LOVE YOU if you don't really care. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

~The best part of loving is not wishing that the person loved you as much as you do but in feeling that you love the person far more than you thought you could.

~A guy and a girl can be "just friends" but one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe forever...

~Letting go of someone dear to you is hard but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder.

~Giving up doesn't mean you're weak. It only means that you're strong enough to let go.

~It really hurts to love someone who doesn't give you the time of day, but what will hurt more is when you realize that someone that you don't give the time of day loved you and gave it up coz you loved someone else.

~Love is a contradiction. It's hard to find but easy to lose, makes you feel good but hurts you so bad, opens your eyes but makes you blind, fills up your heart then tears it apart. You don't really have to hold hands. You don't really have to see each other to make one feel what's inside, but you just have to be true to let love see what's with you.

~Don't let doubts lose the magic of love because it's not everyday you meet the person who has the magic to let you fall in love.-hmm..I add one more thing, Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

~The meaning of love is inexplicable. It cannot be described similarly by everyone - Love your family,your friends, your loved one ..but love your CREATOR more coz it is far more meaningful and the most eternal one..

Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is.
~ Diane Ackerman

- Hmm..there's a conclusion by an Australian academic Marc Cohen which stated that those who have a love life are likely to live longer than those who don't.But what catches my interest is, he suggested that one of the reasons women generally live longer than men is that, generally women do more loving. They have lovers to love, children to love, parents to love.He said women are the major carers on the planet.Well,it makes sense that women would live longer because they have more love in their life.
But after all,it is The One above who decides and has right to take one's life no matter what are the reasons..huhu

11 Lessons in Life:

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4.It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.
~ Unknown


I found dis one n the colour of my heart is:

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?Do tell me..Click here

Reflection..

It has been almost 4 months since I officially started my chambering. Rite now I still clueless and wondering whether legal thingy is my cup of tea. When I looked at myself in the mirror I feel there's something wrong with my life, that I should follow my own heart and do something else which I feel happy about it and I still searching for the answer. I don't need people to decide my future since the choice is mine and I have my own stand about it. Ironically, some people tend to think that for example when you choose to take medicine during your study u should be a doctor whether u like it or not and it applies the same to laws. U must be a lawyer then..uhh I feel irresolute. Confused... and it really annoys me sometimes. How I wish I could change that rigid perspective. But I just cant..
At least I can express my thoughts here..

And this song perfectly reflect my mind rite now..

Reflection
Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. -yeah right...
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

Ahlan Wasahlan ya Ramadhan..

Just a few days to Ramadhan.... cakap pasal bulan Ramadhan ni terfikir pulak yang puasa saya kali ni mungkin berbeza sikit drpd puasa tahun2 yg lalu.Yela kalau tahun2 dulu first day puasa dan hari2 seterusnya mungkin bersama kawan2 tapi sekarang semua tu hanya tinggal kenangan .Rindu pulak nak berbuka sama2, sahur sama2 even solat tarawikh pun sama2. Kalau dulu time kite busy ade org nak tolong belikan makanan berbuka, belikan air dan saling tukar2 juadah berbuka. Hmm nampaknya saya harus terima hakikat yang tak semua benda yang kita suka akan kekal dan lambat laun semua benda tu akan berlalu. Sedih pulak bila mengenangkan mungkin time berbuka nanti saya masih stuck dan berhimpit dalam train. Things will never be the same again.. Looks like now I have to face everything all by myself...and I know I will...

5 things to do during this month...(God willing..Insya-Allah)

1. Complete my fasting..kalau bolehla
2. Talk less..so that I won't talk behind other ppl's back accidentally
3. Balik seawal mungkin..kalau boleh nak punch tepat2 pukul 5
4. Tambahkan amal ibadat..Insya-Allah (^_^)
5. Perbaiki kelemahan bulan Ramadhan yang lepas...

~ Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..semoga Ramadhan tahun ini membawa seribu keberkatan buat semua...Ameen~

Weekend's highlight

Last weekend tido rumah Miey kat Shah Alam. Miey ajak tgk rugby tournament kat Stadium PJ sebab dapat pas free. Dengan semangatnye pegila walaupun kitorang tak tau pape pun pasal rules game ni even cara nak main pon.Hehe org sorak kite pon sorak.Tapi tournament ni best sebab other countries pun join jugak.2 hari melayan game ni.Dapat tgk team dari New Zealand buat tarian Haka pon jadila.Anyway zillion thanx to Miey sbb menumpangkan tmpt tido, menumpangkan kereta,bawak gi makan, tengok wayang dan sewaktu dengannye.Jasamu dikenang...Okla since I've been tagged by Miey kena la jugak buat bende ni dengan rela hati..:p

1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!The questions and my answers:

1.) How am I feeling today? My heart-Irwansyah n Acha-hmm..only my heart knows
2.) Where will I get married? Someday-Britney Spears-haah someday..
3.) What is my best friend's theme song?If you're not the one-Daniel Beddingfield-ye kot,lagu faveret rumet duluni
4.) What is/was highschool like? Miss u like crazy-Moffats-miss zmn sekolah like crazy!!
5.) What is the best thing about me? Don't tell me-Avril Lavigne-tak yah bagitau,simpanjela
6.) How is today going to be-Tak ada logika-Agnes Monica-biar betul..
7.) What is in store for this weekend?)Dealova-Once-glemer btl laguni
8.) What song describes my parents? Cinta tak berganti-ct nurhaliza-yep cinta parents mmg takde gantinye
9.) How is my life going? Far away-Nickelback-right, my life is still far
10.) What song will they play at my funeral? Pejam matamu-ct nurhaliza-haha lirik xde kene mengena pun
11.) How does the world see me? Cobalah utk setia-Krisdayanti-apeni??
12.) What do my friends really think of me?Menanti sebuah jawaban-Padi-ish..lain mcm je
13) Do people secretly lust after me? First love-Utada hikaru-ye ke?
14.) How can I make myself happy?-Kenangan terindah-Samson-ingat kenangan dulu2 pun blh buat kite happy
15.) What should I do with my life? Cuba utk mengerti-ct nurhaliza-hmm..nak cuba paham kite hidupni sbnarnye utk ape
16.) Will I ever have children? Demi waktu-Ungu-hehe the time will come..
17.) What is some good advice? Bila Harus memilih-ct nurhaliza-.nak buat pilihan utk ape?-nasihat yg x bagus
18.) What do I think my current theme song is? Stars are blind-Paris Hilton-uish camne lagu minah ni boleh sesat dlm playlist ni..stars are blind but they can blink ^_^
19.) What does everyone else think my current life? You n me-Lifehouse-belum lagi kot
20.) What type of men/women do you like? U belong to me-OST Shrek-hehe yela tu
21.) Will you get married? Pastikan-ct nurhaliza-yep,kene pastikan duluni
22.) What should I do with my love life? Biarlah rahsia-ct nurhaliza-haah biarlah rahsiaje
23.) Where will you live? Leaving on the jet plane-Linda AF-haha kebetulan je,tapi taknakla..
24.) What will your dying words be? Blind-lifehouse-lagu ni best jugak..:)
25.) When im having sex i say.. Hati berbisik-ct nurhaliza-ish byk pulak lagu ct dlm list ni
26.) When I meet a guy for the first time i say.. -Before I fall in love-Coco Lee-someone to stay around thru all my ups n down-kene make sure duluni
27.) When my parents are angry i say..- I'll be- Edwin Mcain-best laguni-yep I'll be a good daughter

Miey tu jela lagu yg currently played kat playlist tu.Am I answering the questions accordingly??huhu..

I love this song. It made me realised that I've been a bit far away from reading the "BOOK"...Am I a Sinner???

Afraid to Read- Dawud Wharnsby Ali
How many words she's read before, she's consumed two thousand books or more.
Musty pulp and glue soundproof her tiny room.
She cannot understand why this book in her hand
fascinates her now so much that she's almost shy to touch.
"Don't think about the words it's just a book - paper and ink"
She reaffirms, remind herself, "a book can't dictate what to think."
It invites, intrigues her more than others on her shelf
"Is it just another book?" - she sits questioning herself.

Oh Allah, she's so afraid to read,
the wisdom that's revealed may burrow in her mind
She'll be obliged to admit,
She'll be obliged to submit
But will she'be strong enough to live the truth she finds?
Oh Allah, she's so afraid to read.

The hall light is always on every night that he is gone.
He hears his mother toss in bed when he slips in at dawn.
In the book case by the stair,he can see it sitting there
like a waiting watchful wise-man scolding him with care.
In the morning will they fight about him being out all night?
Will he resent their gift of love and not admit that they are right?
All he wants is to fit in some place, but must he compromise his faith?
He can't look himself or his parents in the face.
He takes the book upstairs unread and sets it closed next to his head
then counts the prayers he's missed and lays so hopelessly in bed

Oh Allah, he's so afraid to read,
the wisdom that's revealed may burrow in his mind
He'll be obliged to admit,
He'll be obliged to submit
But will he be strong enough to live the truth he finds?
Oh Allah, he's so afraid to read.

I sent an email to my loved one, just the other day
It's sad communication has evolved this way.
We use so many words but have so little to relay
as angels scribble down every letter that we say.
All the viral attachments sent and passionate insults we vent
It's easy to be arrogant behind user passwords we invent.
But on the day the scrolls are laid, with every word and deed displayed,
when we read our accounts, I know, for one, I'll be afraid.

That day I'll be so afraid to read,
every harsh word that I've spoken - and every time I have lied.
I'll be obliged to admit,
I'll be obliged to submit
Will I have strength owning up to each deed I've tried to hide?
Oh Allah, I'm so afraid to read.

~"Ya Allah,
make my love for You the most beloved thing to me,
and my fear for You the most fearful thing to me,
and when You have given the people of the world the pleasures of their world,
make the coolness of my eyes (pleasure) in worshipping You."
Ameen.~

"happy faces"

IIUM 22nd Convocation...

26th August 2006- Haha don't get influenced by the post below coz now I am going to write in other language. Talking about my convo last week, it was a great day with perfect weather and the feeling of excitement was overwhelming. It was not because I am officially freed from UIA but because part of my family members and aunties were there to celebrate my convo and it was a moment and chance to meet the 'long time no seen' friends...hehe. Well, despite of the oversized robe that we have to wear and some protocols that had to be observed due to the presence of 2 Sultans (Pahang and Kelantan) and their consanguinity on that day, that did not take away our eagerness to cherish the moment. Exchange new gossips and stories were part and partial of our reunion and even in the hall most graduates were still chatting and talking to each other. His Royal Highness the Sultan of Pahang was the one who confer all the degrees on that day. I was quite proud because "my Sultan" was there since he is the Constitutional Head of IIUM hehe.. I got a bouquet of pink roses and a cute pink teddy bear that day. Overall the ceremony was not as boring as I thought and the 4 years of sacrifices and hard work (really??) has reached its end at last...

Honestly, to me, this convo is not an end but it is only a beginning of my long journey after this. Yep it is an end of my journey as a so called 'university student' but not as a learner. I am still in the process of learning. Learning to face the real life, learning to face the future,learning to face everything. A friend stated that "success is a journey not a destination" and it is absolutely true!!

Tak kisahla tu...

25 Ogos 2006- Hari ni saya bercuti daripada kerja. Ambik 2 hari cuti sebab esok (Sabtu ) konvo dan hari ni pulak terpaksa menghadirkan diri untuk rehearsal konvo. Nak tak nak kene pegi jugak sebab diWAJIBkan. Tak kisahla tu. Dalam kononnya 'cuti' tu tiba-tiba lawyer kat firm mesej suruh saya pergi jugak ofis selepas rehearsal.Pagi Isnin saya kene pegi court Shah Alam jadi kene pegi ofis kejap ambik file untuk matter hari Isnin nanti, sebab dah tentu Sabtu saya tak ke ofis. Terpaksalah pergi ofis jugak petang tu. Tak kisahla tu. Balik dari ofis, saya terus ambik train kat LRT Masjid Jamek. Hujan turun mencurah2 petang tu dan saya pulak tak bawak payung.Demi nak cover court file daripada basah kuyup saya menebalkan muka mintak tumpang payung dari seorang makcikni.Dia pun baik bagi tumpang.Tak kisahla tu...

Masuk train, saya memang bernasib baik sebab ada seat kosong.Macam jackpot bagi saya sebab kaki ni memang dah lenguh meredah hujan tadi.Macam-macam gelagat orang keluar masuk train sampai mata yang mengantuk ni pun jadi segar balik. Saya duduk di sebelah seorang budak Cina remaja dalam umur 16 tahun kot. Dia asyik berborak dengan sorang lagi budak India berdiri betul2 depan budak Cina tadi. Sibuk cerita pasal aktiviti sekolah dorang tadi. Apa yang membanggakan saya, kedua-dua budak ni fasih bertutur dalam Bahasa Melayu walaupun berlainan bangsa. Jarang nampak bangsa lain selain Melayu yang rajin nak menggunakan bahasa kebangsaan ni sekarang bila berborak.Tak kisahla tu.
Train berhenti di KLCC.Ramai yang berpusu-pusu masuk.Pukul 6 memang pick hour ramailah yang nak balik rumah. Masuk pulak 2 lagi remaja perempuan. Rasanya tua sikit dari budak sekolah tadi. Pakaian memang seksi habis.Rambut yang hitam diwarnanya perang kuning. Tapi muka sah-sahlah Melayu! Tak kisahla tu, memang fesyen remaja bandar masa kini. Kedua-dua budak Melayu ni bercakap dalam English. Berborak dan ketawa kuat2 bagi satu train dengar yang dorang boleh berbahasa Inggeris.Tak kisahla tu. Tapi apa yang saya kisahkan ialah kalau proper English tak apalah jugak, tapi memang broken English habis beserta British accent yang dibuat2. Tersenyum sendiri saya dibuatnya.Nak tergelak pun ada. Malu pulak rasanya pada budak Cina dan India di sebelah melihatkan bangsa sendiri yang lupa berpijak di bumi yang nyata...hehe..Tak kisahla tu, sebab bekas PM kitakan pernah cakap Melayu Mudah Lupa!!

Cadangan Laporan Zahid guna Bahasa Inggeris di IPT aibkan Melayu??

Cakap pasal bahasa Inggeris saya terbaca dalam Harakah (opps..jgn salah anggap baca Harakah bukan bererti saya dari parti pembangkang) mengenai isu Laporan Zahid 2005 yang mencadangkan Bahasa Inggeris digunakan diseluruh IPT. Ramai cendekiawan negara yang bantah kerana ia mengaibkan bangsa Melayu sebab apabila ia dilaksanakan banyak istilah dalam bahasa melayu ini tidak lagi digunakan. Ia juga boleh merencatkan usaha menjadikan bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa ilmu dan pengetauan tinggi.Salah seorang Pensyarah UM berpendapat jika bahasa Melayu tidak lagi berperanan sebagai ilmu di sekolah, universiti dan pusat pengajian, ia akan menjadi bahasa mati kerana tiada istilah baru yang dicipta.Naib Canselor UTM secara ringkasnya mengatakan kita sebenarnya terlalu terpengaruh.Sebenarnya bukan kerana Bahasa Inggeris saja kita boleh maju.
Yep, saya sebenarnya serba sedikit bersetuju dengan pandangan di atas. Walaupun ketika belajar di UIA dulu semua subjek menggunakan Bahasa Inggeris, bukan bererti Bahasa Melayu harus dipinggirkan. Mungkin UIA adalah universiti antarabangsa dan bolehlah diterima jika keseluruhan subjek menggunakan bahasa Inggeris. Tapi jika semua IPT menggunakan Bahasa Inggeris seperti cadangan Laporan Zahid, di mana letak duduknya bahasa Melayu nanti.Takut juga nanti bila semua institusi mementingkan dan mengutamakan Bahasa Inggeris, sampai generasi akan datang tak tahu langsung berbahasa Melayu yang telah menjadi bahasa pengantar sistem pendidikan sejak tahun 1970 lagi. Even dalam court pun ade signboard yang tertulis "Sila gunakan bahasa kebangsaan"..Tidak dinafikan Bahasa Inggeris sangat penting, tapi jangan sampai Bahasa Melayu dilupakan...semua orang ada pandangan masing2, jadi terpulanglah.

~ Cintailah Bahasa Kita sebab Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa!!

Siti Situ Sana Sini...

Hmm..21/8/2006-berlangsungnya perkahwinan ct nurhaliza dan datuk k.Memang tak de cite lain kat media skarang malah cerita kekejaman Israel di Lubnan pun dah tenggelam dek penangan kisah ct ni. Telinga dah penat dengar semua cerita pasal ct, bukan saje di rumah waima di ofis pun cerita itulah yang jadi topik hangat masa kini. Mata pun dah letih tengok semua paper, tv, even sms yang dihantar oleh kawan-kawan pasal cik ct ni..Saya sememangnye bukan peminat fanatik ct malah bukan juga pengkritik tetap si ct.Sekadar mengikuti perkembangan semasa.Dah namanya penghibur nombor satu, beritanya mesti nombor satu jugak.Kadang-kadang terpikir jugak, perkahwinan penuh sederhana tetapi meriah tu ape maknanya ye...itu boleh ditafsirkan sendiri.
Apepun diharapkan berita yang didengar pasal ct lepas perkahwinan glamour ni, adalah berita yang baik2 dan bukan breaking news yang kurang enak didengar..saya sekadar memerhati lepas ni.Siapalah kita nak komen lebih2 pasal hidup2 artis ni..

~hanya mendengar dan melihat~

Gadis Dan Ayat Suci

Suara yang manis dalam bisik daun-daun
Beralun lagu Tuhan di sayap angin malam
Redup menyusup di bawah langit bertirai sepi
Gadis tetangga (simpatiku pada matanya yang buta)
Dari sinar hatinya membaca ayat-ayat suci
Awan-awan berderetan dalam arakan sejarahnya
Di mana lagu dan suara menjangkau pula
Semakin tinggi, meninggi tak tercapai mata
Disaputnya langit di atas awan berarak
Gema merdu meresap mengocak ke bintang terserak
Lalu melayah menurun mengusap puncak gunung
Melayang manis mencapai bukit-bukit gundul
Menurun lagi merendah mencecah hujung pucuk-pucuk
Dari ranum dalam kembang-kembang segar senyum
Ah, merendah pula ia meratai bumi Tanahair
Semakin malam lagu Tuhan dari bibir syurga
(Gadis buta melanjutkan khatam bulan puasa)
Membawa para malaikat menjengah dada manusia
Hidup yang damai dari keyakinan dan cinta
Berdetiklah di hati, meski manusia paling ganas sekali
Suara yang manis dalam bisik daun-daun
Gadis cacat dan ayat suci beralun
Meski tidak melihat, malah itulah pula
Kesuciannnya syurga hidup perdamaian manusia
Berdetiklah di hati, meski manusia paling ganas sekali

~Usman Awang~

*this poem really touches my heart!

Blog Activated...

This blog has been published in 2004 but due to some circumstances, I could not really express my thoughts in public here. I guess this time it's for real so that i can perch here whenever my stage of boredom has reached its peak. I dont really like my new template but anything pink can be easily caught by my eyes.

Ok, enuff for intro =)