On Anniversary and Little One..

Today marks the second year of our marriage. I cant believe how time flies and we've reach the 2nd year milestone together as husband and wife. It seems like just yesterday we were walking , holding hands in front of people on our wedding day,with those pinkish dress and baju melayu... I'm grateful to Allah for the blessings that He showers us along the way of our marriage...

We usually exchange gifts on the anniversary. He already bought me an early anniversary pressie like 3 weeks ago but I haven't get anything for him yet. Petang ni sajelah..or instead just wait for another 2 months or less and I'll present him the little one that still growing inside me (if God willing)... Ok that's not fair...

Talking about the little one in the bump, i notice I haven't talk much about this stuff on the blog. Shall put a new label for this one, pregnancy2, so it doesn't mix up with my first pregnancy memories with lil angel. I'm heading my 31st weeks this week, so last Saturday we decided to have our first detail 3D/4D scan at the clinic. 3D/4D ultrasound will definitely give a much clearer picture than standard 2D ultrasound...and plus it comes with photos and videos in a CD. But it depends on the amniotic fluid volume. The plenty of fluid u have, the clearer and better shots u get.The sonographer did every detail scan, from head to toe and Alhamdulillah everything is fine. We had a hard time to have a peek on his/her full face since the baby kept closing the face with his/her arms. Like this:

dont disturb me..i'm trying to sleep okayy... (see,both hands covering the face)

The sonographer asked me to turn my body to the other side for better view while hubby urged me to poke and shake the tummy so the baby will move his/her hands. But he/she was pretty much asleep most of the time and just move his/her hands once in a while.The more we moved him/her around, the more he/she covered the face.

ok..i put one hand down now..

So I can conclude that he/she is one shy baby then..or maybe because of a plate of nasi lemak that I ate just before the scanning that makes the baby feels so comfortable sleeping in his/her own little world..

We have been confirmed about the baby's gender, but will not reveal it just yet but all i can say that shopping is going to be a whole new world of fun now despite of having all the baby stuffs during the first pregnancy...hehe...

In the meantime i will always keep the positive vibe in me and praying for the well-being of the baby until the arrival in 2 months time..Insya-Allah..

One Year

20th December 09 - Today is our first celebration of love, trust, partnership, tolerance and tenacity. Can't believe how time flies and it's already been one year of our marriage.

Today also suppose to be the estimated due date to meet our little angel but I know he's already in the most beautiful place right now and his memories will linger in our heart forever. As I reminiscing about the ups and downs we have had over the year and some misfortune in our lives recently, I can't help but to thank God everyday that he led me to you. I honestly believe that whatever obstacle is put in our path, is never too big to overcome.

May Allah cherish us with an everlasting ♥ and many more years of happiness together.

I ♥ you everyday and each day..

1234..

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

Listen to the song here -1234 - Plain White T's

balikla cepat....huhu

*just to keep the blog active ;p

Guy Next Door..

Apparently God listen to my prayer. Everything happens for a reason, miraculously.. After the bumper to bumper accident, God eventually sent someone to escort me to go to work everyday. Hehe. Forget Labuan, forget Cyberjaya. My husband is now working in the same building as mine, at the same floor in Level 8, and only doors do us apart. One thing I know for sure is that I cannot skip breakfast or lunch anymore coz he definitely needs somebody to accompany him for that purpose.

All n all I am thankful enough. God loves me..ngeee =D

Risau...

I am lazing around staring blankly at the words I just typed on my computer screen while munching a tuna sandwich that i bought from a Chinese lady at the cafe this morning. She said its halal. oh whatever.. But the taste sucks. So I resort to blogging, as usual. I am indubitably worried, clueless. My husband got a new job and he is now a pre-government servant albeit the two month notice that need to be served before leaving his current workplace. Ironically he has been placed under the same ministry as I am. So coincidentally my nonsense theories about fate or some sort of karma with your loved one can be slightly related. He has to wait until the end of the month, unpaid and has to compensate with another one month salary to the company..yeah, what a waste, but have to.

Though our job scope is completely different, and not even close to similar and of all ministry that he can be placed to, we are under the same minister?? It somehow serves me with some kind of guilt feeling thinking that he's going to serve this lame ministry any time soon, well maybe in my case only, I feel that way. Enough said. Hope he's not going to be too-sedated government servant type in a typical government atmosphere after this. While keeping my mind thinking of him, my major concern is about his posting since it is still a question mark..tsk.tsk. I keep praying he's not going to be transferred to a secluded land which is going to be ridiculously far from his wife. aaaaa...please God, listen to my prayer.

on the way to his destiny..hehe

Malaysia, don't forget to switch off the light on Saturday, 8.30 pm.. (dunno whether it gives positive impact in decreasing the global warming but it helps to save electricity for at least an hour that for sure!)

New year,new life..

New year is approaching again. I can describe 2008 as the most memorable year of my life. Its unpredictable, unforgettable..Its full of surprises.The first part of the year..I was once a lawyer who used to do litigation and my daily routine to courts, suddenly change my job and become a government officer in Putrajaya. And its not in my 2008 planner.

~And the biggest transformation that happened to me is that my status tremendously changed this year...I'm married!!I never thought of it before and its completely not in my 2008 calendar, plus i can't never imagine of getting married (which i initially considered early before) by the end of the year. Oh briefly about the wedding. Words can't describe the happiness and contentment that I felt on that day despite of the cold feet and nervous feeling before the wedding. 20th December 2008 when everyone was busy buzzing about Mawi's wedding, I am officially wedded to my schoolmate who finally open my heart to settle down. I am proud of him because he uttered the lafaz akad in a single shot and also he voluntarily and willingly wear pink on that particular day though its a no-no colour for him. I wore a pink dress which I "don't fancy so much" (the design is not up to my expectation and doesn't compatible with the price) sorry to say though its from B.C designer. 4 days before the wedding and before going back to Pahang I only able to see the whole dress and try it, can u imagine. huhuh.. It comes with not so long train at the back (which i intent to cut it off before but i didn't), and still need someone to hold it for me because of the difficulty to walk properly and the victim was my bridesmaid, Zaty.

~Overall, it was a simple wedding but yet personally memorable. I'm glad the hectic is finally over.I would like to thank everyone who've been struggling in preparing everything form the start until the end of the wedding.Thanks to friends who turned up on that day and to my husband's side the following day, also to those who not able to come but still have time to share thoughts by sending wishes thru sms, calls,e-mails and blogs. Really really appreciate it. My deepest apology for any shortcomings during the kenduri and sorry for not being able to spend sufficient time with all of you..

~People say marriage is easy, maintaining it is where the challenge lies, please pray for our happiness and blessings thru out our lives..^-^

~Salam Maal Hijrah and Happy New Year everyone!! May your day ahead filled with prosperous, successful and loving moments with your loved ones...

4.10.08....

'Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart.'

~To my dearie "fionsay"...143 so much..!!! ;)

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. ~The Wonder Years

~Menara Taming Sari, Melaka- 31st May 2008~ :)

Special entry-151007

And this cake goes to...

... special ~someone...

On your birthday I wish you much pleasure and joy;
Hope all of your wishes come true,
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!

Thinking of you on your birthday and wishing you everything that brings you happiness, today and always.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

Let love lead the way...

Marriage...

Trust is the start of it..
Joy is a part of it..
Love is the heart of it..

credit to Kak Ya's FP...

'the bliss moment..'

sis n bro in law..

Just another update..My sister finally changed her single status to married...and I got a new brother in law too.To Kak Lin, if u read this, now u have someone to look after and care for..oh and I suddenly felt there's a gap between us now..huhu..things will never be the same again..but just remember no matter what, u will always be my favourite sister..(^^)..so happy for both of u..may the joy you share today be the beginning..of a lifetime of great happiness and fulfillment in the end..

"Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing." - Goethe

L.O.V.E


The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart.
~ Helen Keller

All about love...huhu..waiting for pending work to be done..I'm bored and I cant believe I put dis one in here..ish..
m(-_-)m

~Never say you're going to if you never will. Never talk about feelings if they are not really there. Never say I LOVE YOU if you don't really care. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

~The best part of loving is not wishing that the person loved you as much as you do but in feeling that you love the person far more than you thought you could.

~A guy and a girl can be "just friends" but one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe forever...

~Letting go of someone dear to you is hard but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder.

~Giving up doesn't mean you're weak. It only means that you're strong enough to let go.

~It really hurts to love someone who doesn't give you the time of day, but what will hurt more is when you realize that someone that you don't give the time of day loved you and gave it up coz you loved someone else.

~Love is a contradiction. It's hard to find but easy to lose, makes you feel good but hurts you so bad, opens your eyes but makes you blind, fills up your heart then tears it apart. You don't really have to hold hands. You don't really have to see each other to make one feel what's inside, but you just have to be true to let love see what's with you.

~Don't let doubts lose the magic of love because it's not everyday you meet the person who has the magic to let you fall in love.-hmm..I add one more thing, Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

~The meaning of love is inexplicable. It cannot be described similarly by everyone - Love your family,your friends, your loved one ..but love your CREATOR more coz it is far more meaningful and the most eternal one..

Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is.
~ Diane Ackerman

- Hmm..there's a conclusion by an Australian academic Marc Cohen which stated that those who have a love life are likely to live longer than those who don't.But what catches my interest is, he suggested that one of the reasons women generally live longer than men is that, generally women do more loving. They have lovers to love, children to love, parents to love.He said women are the major carers on the planet.Well,it makes sense that women would live longer because they have more love in their life.
But after all,it is The One above who decides and has right to take one's life no matter what are the reasons..huhu

11 Lessons in Life:

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4.It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.
~ Unknown


I found dis one n the colour of my heart is:

Your Heart Is Pink

In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time. Your flirting style: Coy Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant What you bring to relationships: Romance

What Color Heart Do You Have?Do tell me..Click here