One Year

20th December 09 - Today is our first celebration of love, trust, partnership, tolerance and tenacity. Can't believe how time flies and it's already been one year of our marriage.

Today also suppose to be the estimated due date to meet our little angel but I know he's already in the most beautiful place right now and his memories will linger in our heart forever. As I reminiscing about the ups and downs we have had over the year and some misfortune in our lives recently, I can't help but to thank God everyday that he led me to you. I honestly believe that whatever obstacle is put in our path, is never too big to overcome.

May Allah cherish us with an everlasting ♥ and many more years of happiness together.

I ♥ you everyday and each day..

Learning to let go..

The past few weeks were hard for me after losing my precious angel.I'm posting this entry so my 36 weeks and 3 days memories with my lil angel remains alive and will remember him forever in my heart. Going thru the confinement period without a baby like other mommies is the hardest test given by God in my life but deep inside I know my lil angel was too perfect for this earth and God needed an angel by his side. We are grieving for the loss, but have a strong faith in God and know that all things are in His will and "everything happens for a reason".

24th Nov 09- I went to the clinic for my check-up as usual and was put on the fetal monitor since the nurses had a hard time with keeping my baby's heart beat steady - they thought he was moving around too much. I was then taken to the ultra-sound room but we were not able to hear anything. The doctors (2 doctors at the time) said that they couldn't find or detect my baby's heartbeat. I was immediately transfered to Putrajaya Hospital and deep inside I was hoping that there's glitches with the clinic's ultra sound machine but I knew I was wrong. When the doc informed me n hubby about the news, that my baby has passed away in the tummy though I already knew it in the back of my mind, but to actually hear the confirmation words from the doctor was completely broke my heart.In my mind I kept questioning why God didn't take my baby earlier.Why after almost 9 month of pregnancy when I feel so much attached to the baby and ready to welcome him to the world, He just took him away. I felt empty inside.I was just burst into tears.

The doctor suggested on a regular delivery which is the hardest to do emotionally, but in order for less complications for future pregnancies and deliveries I knew this would be the smartest (and hardest) procedure to take.

25th Nov 09-Wednesday morning, I was given medicine to start the opening of my cervix and at 2 pm I was given the next dose. Around 4pm I began having contractions that became more frequent and painful. I was pushed to the labour room and then gave birth at 7.30pm.

It was truly the hardest experience for me to actually giving birth and after the birth u couldn't hear the baby's crying -the room was just silent.I tried to hold my tears when the doctor showed me my baby. I wanted to memorise every inch of his calm face. He was only 1.9 kgs, definitely beautiful and perfect. When the doctor took him away I could feel tears streaming down my face. We have elected not to have an autopsy on him, but are letting him rest instead though we still have no scientific answer for his departure. Our baby was finally put to rest that night in my family in law's place. It was really devastated for not being able to attend his funeral due to my condition at that moment.I came home a day b4 AidilAdha and it took some time to start the emotional healing process.

There was more love for our little angel that was carried for 36 weeks and 3 days than I can imagine. Although we do not have the answers to our "why" questions, we know that there is a purpose in this strange circle of life. With our faith in God, our strength in each other, and the support from amazing friends and family we know that our grief will pass and we will be able to look back on this event with love and fond memories that we had while our lil angel was growing inside me.

I know God will not burden His servants more than what they can handle. Still remember a friend's note saying, perhaps we are the so-called strong ones to be given this test. But sometimes, even we are not that strong, but we try to be. Obviously God knows and our marriage is capable of handling what He has given to us - only knowing that there are better days ahead and many more blessings that are in store for our lives.

Now that I have given birth to our first son and had laid him to rest I know that hardest days are over. There will not be a day that we do not think of our precious baby, but instead of tears I will look at lil angel as a little boy that brought me n hubby, our families much closer.

I know I built this day up in my head and prepared myself emotionally, but it was a much better day than I thought it would be. I know that I will forever have my baby in my heart. Though it is still hard to talk about, but I know eventually I will be able to tell my angel's story without any tears...

I learnt to let go and redha...

Al-Fatihah...

A Hospital Visit...

I promised to crap something in the blog at least one entry per month. So before the time lapse since after this we’re going to celebrate AidilAdha, and while waiting for a colleague to buy me Mc Chicken for lunch since I’m so lazy to drag my legs to the café downstairs, I just push away all the files on the table and began to do something relaxing..yay time to blog…

Nak blog apa ye..ohh the first time I’ve been admitted to the ward. Yes, first time in my entire life. The experience was pretty scary. Last Friday morning I felt my stomach tensed up a lil bit I thought it was just a normal feeling when u're over 34 months of pregnancy. I just acted cool and later when I went to the café for breakfast with hubby, the stomach tensed up several times and at this time around it was starting to hurt really bad until I couldn’t think of anything else except just lying down the floor. I didn’t feel the urge to eat anything that morning n after I went back to the office I told my colleague about it n she contemplated me to call husband and just straight away go to the hospital for check up.

The pain was kicking me inside soo bad and when hubby drove me to the hospital I feel the journey is going to be forever. We arrived at the hospital, and I was brought to the labour room for examination. Upon some very uncomfortable check ups (especially when the doctor inserted her fingers in and put some liquid inside, boy it was sickening me! ) i've been told that i am already a centimeter dilated. I was like what?! Seriously I am only in the middle of 34 weeks and the baby must be kidding me. The doctor told me that it is a prime contraction and I need to stay at the labour room while the nurses put strapped around my belly which attached to the noisy thing called CTG or whatsoever to monitor the baby’s heartbeat.

Throughout the process they gave me a jab at the back to reduce the pain of the contraction and double jabs which they said to 'matangkan paru2 baby'. And believe me the second jab which was given at 3 am was super duper painful. To my surprise the doctor said that they are ready for pre-mature labour if the contraction continues and I have to stay overnight in the cold labour room while nurses kept came in and out of the room to check the CTG thingy and gave me some sort of oxygen gas. Hubby was allowed to enter the labour room for few times only and trust me sleeping in the labour room was no fun at all when u have to endure the voices of mommies screaming and gasping between the walls to let go humans off their bellies!

I am thankful enough coz the next day the pain quickly subsided and the contraction reduced to mild (but still 1cm dilated) and I was transferred to the ward for observation. Though I have to stay for another annoying night in the ward, I’m glad that the baby do understands that the time has yet to come for him to pop out. And I feel sorry for my family and family in laws, I think I made them worried and all I can say that the baby just want to have a ‘friendly’ visit to the hospital for 3 days n 2 nights.. =p

And now i am anxiously waiting for the rite time to arrive...+_+"

Mood swings....!

I'm not in the mood lately. I feel all the negative aura surrounding me and get sick of it.I hate when my boss ask me to do something and claim he/she asked me since I have legal background, so I know better. I hate whenever I'm about to sleep the baby inside kicking my tummy so that I'll change my sleeping position since he feels uncomfortable with it.I hate to see my bloated tummy in the mirror. I hate everything that I love before. My emotion is like a roller-coaster, I have mixed feelings almost about everything and don't know whom should I talk to. No one would listen or understand..I know it's not good so I read some articles about mood swings during pregnancy.They say its common, normal and can happen to even the smiliest of people. Among of the symptoms (especially the mood disorders) include:

• Feeling sad or depressed for more than two weeks
• Having strong anxieties and fears for more than a few days
• Having a decreased interest in usual activities
• Feeling worthless or guilty
• Not being able to sleep but feeling very tired
• Sleeping more than usual but not ever feeling rested
• Not wanting to eat
• Thinking about hurting yourself or your baby or wanting to be dead, or just not here anymore
• Having unexpected physical problems like chest pains or difficulty breathing

Ok, probably bcoz of those extra hormones at the moment, I do experience some of the above symptoms sometimes.I considered it as pregnancy blues.Relief.Hope it will go away soon.

I think one of the best way to overcome it is to shop baby essentials.We almost done with the shopping last week, the itsy-bitsy, basic stuff and only few more things to buy.

Oh, Happy Birthday to dear husband. I always love u to bits..;*

Salam Aidilfitri...

May every minute of your eid
Be happy warm and bright...
May all your hopes and dreams
Turn 0ut exactly right...

Will be on holiday - balik kampung from tomorrow onwards and be back again on Sept 28th..Waiting patiently staring at the clock before office hour finishes at 5 pm. Already in holiday mood n bloody lazy to work.. Anyway, for those who are driving back to your hometowns, please drive safely and carefully. Have a pleasant break everyone! For those who are staying in KL, enjoy the empty roads!

Forgive me for any apparent or tacit transgressions.Salam Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin...

Kecik?

Been lazy lately to scribble anything in this blog. Plus the absence of internet connection in our house is the main reason why blogging is not a priority and i seriously try not to blog from the office. Facebook boleh pulak.hehe. Anyway since the internet connection in the office has been upgraded to 1.0 GB, i just squeeze my free time in for blogging.

I'm in my 24++ weeks of pregnancy and I'm quite anxious when some people I met even makcik cleaner said that I have a small belly and they even said I'm going to have a very small baby. Some say “kenapa kecik sangat”? and “dah nampak, tapi lebih kurang je ngan perut i yang tak pregnant ni “, those stuffs, bla bla bla. I still can fit in all my baju kurung (minus the kebaya of cos) when another staff in my office who's also pregnant almost the same time with mine already wears the “uniform” i.e the maternity blouse and her belly is 2 times bigger .woah??I haven't wear any of the uniform that hubby bought and i thought it's not yet necessary since the belly doesn't really fit in the size of my maternity clothes. So far i only wear ordinary blouse that loose down the belly.Anyway, the journey still far and some says the baby inside will growing super fast during 6 months n above of the pregnancy. Just wait n see lah.

Speaking of the baby inside who has been actively kicking and elbowing my tummy, my last month scan has concluded that the baby is going to be a Hero since the 'bird' (as addressed by the doctor) is soo obvious.Hahaha. The lady doctor at Klinik Mesra Sri Kembangan is so mesra and cute u know...highly recommended. I've started purchasing baby essentials since my 3 month pregnant and thank God I only bought neutral colours like blue and yellow (to be safe) for the baby and no pink stuff in the list.Heheh.

Haven't confirm any name yet for the baby but preferably it starts with A ..the real name is open for suggestions..=)


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Ramadhan is here again!!

Blog ini mengucapkan Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan yang semakin hampir. Tahniah kepada yang telah berjaya mengganti puasa dan kepada yang masih tabah berpuasa disaat2 akhir, selamat berbuka puasa diucapkan.;) (sape suruh tak ganti awal2..haha)

Puasa tahun ni mungkin agak mencabar jugakla. Sebab first time berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan sejak berkahwin dan of cos acara yang paling mendebarkan ialah acara memasak untuk bersahur atau berbuka. Biasa belije atau orang lain yang masakkan, tapi tahunni confirm kena masak sendiri.Nervous pasal nak rasa masin tawar dalam masakan sebab tak reti nak agak kalau puasa.(Kalau tak puasa, mesti dekat 10 kali rasa garam masa memasak). Ya ampun..And sangatla berharap puasa tahunni penuh sebab dah takde apa2 pengecualian sebab pregnant.;)

Disarankan supaya tidak berlebihan ketika membelanjakan duit di pasar Ramadhan dan semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, lebih bersedekah dan membuat amalan-amalan yang diredhai dan diberkati Allah. Insya-Allah.


Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W.:

Bulan Rejab Bulan Allah,

Bulan Sya'aban bulanku &

bulan Ramadhan bulan umatku.

Kemuliaan Rejab dengan malam ISRAK MIKRAJnya,

Sya'aban dengan malam NISFUnya

Ramadhan dengan LAILATUL-QADARnya.

Malam awal Rejab mustajab do'anya.

(Dalam Kitab Raudhoh Imam Nawawi)

Selamat Berpuasa Semua Dan Semoga Amalan Kita Diterima Dan Sempurna. Daaa..

*apsal la Man U boleh kalah dekat kelab yang tak pernah dengar nama - Burnley tu. Isk.. >_<

Ka-ching!

Hi blog. Sorry for being absent for quite a while as I was busy with other stuff. Workloads, files, holidays, checking out websites for baby stuff n mommies, shopping, yada yada. heh. I am quite free for a moment so doing some blogging business during office hour is not a crime. rite. I am just crossing over 17 weeks pregnant, and so far I'm doing pretty fine with it. The good thing is, like normal pregnant lady i still don't have any major headaches or nauseated feelings except I puke everytime i brush my teeth and pee a lot.haha.

Besides i noticed I'm quite a spendthrift lately, i will do some online shopping and get myself some perfumes or eyeing and bidding some bags like nobody business. Is that a sign of being craving or what since 'preggy' used to crave for food. Like last week i have ordered this tote bag online and almost digging my purse for it. And I'm not a big fan of Coach at all.Ouch.

I emailed the seller that I will make the payment after I got back from Langkawi and I am relieved I canceled the order since right after arriving from Langkawi me n husband rushed to Low Yatt to grab ourselves this stuff since we couldn't find any of this in Langkawi with a good price. So Langkawi is not a total duty free land actually.

We planned to buy Nikon D90 at the first place but eventually after being 'poisoned' by the promoter we opted to buy this latest brand new Canon EOS 500D kit and additional macro lens since it's smaller in size, lighter and comes with 15.1 MP sensor.

So there goes my pocket money and after using my sane and prudent consideration I think I let go the bag first at least for this month.hehe..

Well, can't wait to know the gender of the baby ( still early though) since baby stuff are just soo cute to resist! ;)

The Lost Icon..

Heal the World- MJ

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space
Make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares of joyful giving
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living

Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

And the dream we were conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth crucify its soul

Though it's plain to see
This world is heavenly
Be God's glow

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart
I feel you are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear Together we cry happy tears
See the nations turn their swords
Into plowshares

We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space
To make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

You and for me

MJ~1958-2009
- my all time favourite song from MJ. Most of his songs are ever green.The King of Pop, the wacko, the weirdo, the moonwalk, and the tragedy will never be forgotten...n the legend remains forever...R.I.P Jacko n thank u for the entertainment..

1234..

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

Listen to the song here -1234 - Plain White T's

balikla cepat....huhu

*just to keep the blog active ;p

RM 464Million aka £80Million Guy..

Wee..Real, I'm coming!

Manchester United have accepted an £80m ($131.6m or €93.9m) offer from Real Madrid for Cristiano Ronaldo.

A statement on the United website confirmed that a deal for the 24-year-old should be completed by the end of the month.

The news comes just days after Real clinched the 56 million pounds transfer of Brazilian playmaker Kaka from Italian side AC Milan as they look to compete with arch-rivals Barcelona on the domestic front and such as Manchester United and Chelsea in the Champions League.

In reshaping a squad that looked almost certain to lose Carlos Tevez as well, though the cash from Real Madrid may change that, Ferguson might be able to offer Wayne Rooney a more permanent central striking role and fulfill the promise he has shown on the international stage this season.

The name of Bayern Munich's Franck Ribery is bound to crop up as a potential replacement, although the 27-year-old seems hugely overpriced at the £40m figure being bandied about in some quarters. Wigan's Antonio Valencia has long been touted as a summer signing.

Source: Soccernet

Huh, what an excessive bid, but good for him then. After all Ronaldo was nobody before he came to United. We'll see who might replace him..

Why I Like Man Utd..

29/5/2009- Hi. nak komen jugak psl perlawanan semalam. Asyik cerita pasal menang je, kalah sekali sekala pun best juge. Seperti yang semua maklum Man U telah kalah di tangan Barca semalam. Memang tak diduga Man U telah kalah tanpa sebarang gol magic yang dibuat oleh Ronaldo, Rooney atau lain2 players.Tapi hakikatnya hanya 2 kelab terbaik dunia sahaja yang akan beraksi di Champion League.Dan yang terbaik itu adalah Man U dan Barcelona. Kelab lain memang tak masuk dalam senarai.hehe. Masa Eto'o menjaringkan gol pertama Barca smlm, saya dah bangun dari sofa pegi iron baju, sidai kain. Jam 3 pagi.hehe.Hubby masih lagi melekat di depan TV. Man U main agak teruk smlm ,nak2 bila dah down dengan jaringan yang dibuat oleh Eto'o. Aksi Ronaldo seme tak menjadi. Free kick melepas begitu saja. Pertahanan pun teruk. Apatah lagi bila Messi menanduk gol kedua..Memang masa tu nampak muka kelat Ronaldo, dan muka redha Alex Ferguson. Puyol hepi sangat, saya tengok dah macam rupa Dee Jangan Ketawa tu.Haha.Malas nak tulis banyak2. Barcelona memang layak menang semalam. Takpe, season lepas Man U dah julang piala Champion League itu, so apa salahnya pas kat kelab yang sama hebat season ni.

Paling best, kelab lain yang memang dah out Champion League pun terlompat2 dengan kekalahan Man U. Mengalahkan penyokong kelab yang menang.haha Dan itu termasuk bos saya sendiri.Itu yang saya suka pasal Man U.Semua orang benci Man U dan bergembira dengan tewasnya 2-0 smlm.Kelab hebat yang paling di anti oleh ramai penyokong kelab lain.Tapi saya tetap suka Man U. Ada jurulatih hebat, barisan pemain yang berkualiti,penyokong yang setia, semua hebatla bak katanya.Season ni sahaja dah banyak piala menang dan layak ke final Champion League.

Pagi tadi Sham bagi cup cakes yang cute ni bagi menyedapkan hati saya sebab kekalahan Man U smlm.Tak sedih pun.Anyway, gracias muchachas..!xoxo.


Walau berganti Jurulatih, walau berganti pemain(mcm Beckham dulu) saya tetappp suka Man U! Dah2, nanti ada yang meluat pulak ngan entri ni.haha.

So glory2 Man United!

Man Utd rulzz!! (mind the old pic. UK-Ireland 2005..)

He or She?

Finally I got a simple explanation why I’ve been soo lazy to the max throughout the month and discover the true reason for the severe lack of blog updates lately. My guts told me to buy the pregnancy test right before we went to Kuching. It showed up positive. I didn’t tell hubby about it until we got back from Kuching. So when I showed him the 2 red lines appeared on the pregnancy test he insisted me to go and see the doctor for confirmation cos he said he wants to tell the world. Yeah, I said no until I do the second test cos the first one might not accurate.

This has always kinda bothered me, and few days later I figured I'd get one and try again. And once again the two lines appeared. So yesterday I made my way to the clinic and shoved my husband for his meeting cos I don’t want him to be around. After the consulting hour with the doctor, she ushered me to the scanning room since I couldn’t recall when the last time I had my period and the next moment she exclaimed “ahh positive…see the little heartbeat?” The doctor herself was excited; she printed out the scanning result and explained to me what it’s all about: 2 month pregnant and the estimated due date. She gave me some advice about eating method during pregnancy i.e drink lots of water +milk; eat healthy food (that includes vegetables and all which I hated most) and etc. And right after the check up, my husband texted me asking whether it’s a boy or girl. huh? haha

Thank God I don’t have any unusual symptoms so far. Not even a hint of real nausea or serious fatigue or anything. I don’t really get morning sickness, although I did have some stomach uneasiness and intense laziness which has made cooking somewhat difficult. But it is a little disconcerting to not have any symptoms, nothing to make me really feel pregnant.=p (I think God just knows that I’m not strong enough to handle it yet..hehe) Well, it’s only 8 weeks, so I know it’s still super early and anything can happen, I just praying for the best.

I am in fact rather nervous about the whole upcoming months and tips and advice from everyone are mostly welcomed. My colleagues asked me to change my heel from now on and start with flat shoes or sandals. Already take note on that.;)

Please pray that God will protect the baby in the coming months and we will have a healthy baby. For now, I plan to stay happy, no worries and just endure the moment of my tummy getting bigger. Yeps.

Well here's my very first baby scan, taken approximately about 8 weeks n 3 days..just as small as peanut.

Tagged by Hida...

Not in the mood to update anything lately other than the Man U thingy, so just post this thing that was tagged by Hida ..;)

Here's the rule :

1) Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.

2) Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag another people with the same rules.

Can only use Google huh?Ok...

1.YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY








22nd April 2010...

2.PLACE I DO LIKE TO GO









...seriously..!!

3.FAVOURITE PLACE














..our comforting zone...

4. FAVOURITE FOOD









and











..yummylicious nasi ayam..


5. 2 FAVOURITE THINGS












my little handphone... AND















..perfumes..


6.MY NICKNAME











7. A FAVOURITE COLOR











..obviously..


8. MY LOVE











9. A HOBBY









window shopping..., and watching movies...



10.BAD HABIT














Procrastinating...


11.WISH LIST (DREAM MOST)











travel around the world, and..











..haha...


12. 5 TAG PERSONS ARE :

..those who read this. ;)


Phew..ok Hida, I'm done..=)

*lupa pulak-tau tak Man U akan menentang Barcelona dalam final Champion League nanti? dan itu adalah sangat cool !!..;)

The Reds- walk alone out of the Champ League..

Semalam The Reds berkabung pasal mengingati the dead of Hillsborough disaster di Anfield dan harini dorang berkabung pasal tak qualified ke semi-final utk Champion League pulak. Kesian..Apa nak buat dah bola itu bulat. Penyokong Chelsea jgn rasa puas hati sangat sebab dapat defeat Liverpopoo sebab tak guna score 4 pun kalau bolos 4. hehe.

Aksi Lampard kalau score.asyik mcm ni jela.kurang kreatif..

Man U pulak menang 1-0 ngan Porto semalam dengan agregat 3-2.

Bagus2...kata Rio kepada Ron lepas sumbat sebijik smlm..

wondergoal ku...baju mana dik...

Dan yang kureng bestnya, Man U akan jumpa The Gunners untuk Semi Final...huhu.

*hehe..tak tgk pon dua2 game tu semalam, sebab mengantuk tahap kronik...hubby je yg info...;p

Guy Next Door..

Apparently God listen to my prayer. Everything happens for a reason, miraculously.. After the bumper to bumper accident, God eventually sent someone to escort me to go to work everyday. Hehe. Forget Labuan, forget Cyberjaya. My husband is now working in the same building as mine, at the same floor in Level 8, and only doors do us apart. One thing I know for sure is that I cannot skip breakfast or lunch anymore coz he definitely needs somebody to accompany him for that purpose.

All n all I am thankful enough. God loves me..ngeee =D

Pagi yang....

Disclaimer: Entri ini agak panjang dan bakal menggunakan bahasa separa formal.

Ada yang suruh letak entri pasal accident involves deretan 6 buah kereta di Putrajaya semalam.Termasuk kereta yang saya naik.

Setiap pagi adik ipar akan menghantar saya ke tempat kerja di Kompleks D Putrajaya sebelum ke ofis beliau di Bangi. Pada suatu pagi Khamis yang indah dan ceria, seperti biasa kitorang berdua akan turun jam 7.25 pagi untuk ke ofis. Pagi tu memang rasa malas sangat nak pergi ofis. Biasanya jalan yang menghala ke tempat kerja saya akan jam teruk disebabkan banyak traffic light. Adik ipar tanya saya pulak nak ikut jalan mana. Nak ikut jalan Precint 8 ke Precint 9 memandangkan hari sebelum tu kitorang dah cuba ikut jalan Precint 8 dan tiba awal sket daripada biasa. Saya bagitau dia, hari ni ikut jalan biasalah, Precint 9. Kitorang pun bergelak ketawa di dalam kereta tu sambil mendengar Panggilan Hangit yang di buat oleh Fara Fauzana Hot FM tu. Jalan memang smooth je hari tu memandangkan ianya dikawal baik oleh polis trafik.

Dalam kelicinan perjalanan tersebut, tiba-tiba kereta menjadi perlahan dan kereta depan berhenti dengan tiba-tiba .Adik ipar sempat tekan brek dan kitorang lega la sebab tak langgar kereta Myvi silver di hadapan. “Nasib baik…” saya sempat pandang adik ipar. Tiba –tiba entah macam mana, sebuah kereta Waja menghentam kami dengan kuatnya dari arah belakang. Akibat dentuman itu, Suzuki Swift yang kami naik hentam Myvi silver di depan pulak. Terdengar beberapa hentaman dari belakang, dan sejurus dentuman tersebut berhenti saya menoleh ke belakang. Terdapat 4 buah kereta tersusun rapat di belakang kami.

Masing-masing pucat. Kereta Waja di belakang memang berasap, ada 2 kereta yang hentam Waja tersebut serentak dari belakang- Myvi hitam dan Proton Saga hitam. Belakang kereta Myvi hitam disondol pulak dengan sebuah lagi kereta jenis Avanza. 6 kereta semuanya yang terlibat mengikut perkiraan saya.Masing-masing cepat-cepat keluar dari kereta. Pemandu Myvi hitam, perempuan telah keluar dari keretanya sambil menangis-nangis.Begitu juga isteri kepada pemandu kereta Waja. Begitu juga pemandu Myvi silver di depan. Adik ipar saya cool je sambil menghubungi tunangnya. Saya sibuk mengambil gambar kereta2 yang malang tersebut sebagai bukti tambahan di balai polis nanti.haha.

Kete 1- Myvi depan kitorang- sikit je kena ni..

Kete 2- kete yg kitorang naik kena hentam ngan waja kat belakang. So depan blakang K.O

Kete 3-Waja yang langgar belakang kitorang. Kete ni teruk jugak

Kete4- Proton Saga- hentam belakang Waja sebelah kanan

Kete 5- Myvi hitam ni hentam Waja sebelah kiri pulak

Kete 6- Avanza ni tak sempat elak langgar belakang Myvi hitam

Adegan tersebut telah mengakibatkan jam yang teruk atas jambatan menghala ke JPM. Semua nak tengok free show. Nasib ada polis trafik. Mana-mana kereta yang ada hati berhenti tepi jalan untuk tengok, semua disamannya. Beberapa lelaki dari kedai repair kereta tiba-tiba muncul entah dari arah mana untuk menghulurkan khidmat nasihat dan penghantaran ketuk ke kedai mereka. Muka manis je. Cepat je dorang ni tau. Untuk memendekkan cerita, empat kereta yang sememangnya tak boleh bergerak dah terpaksa di tow ke balai polis Putrajaya. Myvi silver dan Swift slow2 je bergerak ke balai polis. Masa buat statement dibalai polis, kitorang telah berjaya membodek polis tersebut untuk tunjukkan CCTV dekat jambatan yang merakamkan kejadian kemalangan tersebut. Polis tu cakap berdasarkan CCTV, Myvi hitam (kereta no 5 yang salah). Huh? Tetapi siasatan masih dijalankan.

So tu je ceritanya. Korang rasa sapa yang salah??

*Entri ini mengingatkan semua supaya jauhkan jarak kereta anda dengan kenderaan di hadapan okehh.. ;)

Risau...

I am lazing around staring blankly at the words I just typed on my computer screen while munching a tuna sandwich that i bought from a Chinese lady at the cafe this morning. She said its halal. oh whatever.. But the taste sucks. So I resort to blogging, as usual. I am indubitably worried, clueless. My husband got a new job and he is now a pre-government servant albeit the two month notice that need to be served before leaving his current workplace. Ironically he has been placed under the same ministry as I am. So coincidentally my nonsense theories about fate or some sort of karma with your loved one can be slightly related. He has to wait until the end of the month, unpaid and has to compensate with another one month salary to the company..yeah, what a waste, but have to.

Though our job scope is completely different, and not even close to similar and of all ministry that he can be placed to, we are under the same minister?? It somehow serves me with some kind of guilt feeling thinking that he's going to serve this lame ministry any time soon, well maybe in my case only, I feel that way. Enough said. Hope he's not going to be too-sedated government servant type in a typical government atmosphere after this. While keeping my mind thinking of him, my major concern is about his posting since it is still a question mark..tsk.tsk. I keep praying he's not going to be transferred to a secluded land which is going to be ridiculously far from his wife. aaaaa...please God, listen to my prayer.

on the way to his destiny..hehe

Malaysia, don't forget to switch off the light on Saturday, 8.30 pm.. (dunno whether it gives positive impact in decreasing the global warming but it helps to save electricity for at least an hour that for sure!)

It's a BOY!!

Finally..Kak Lin gave birth to a healthy baby boy two days ago in Hospital Muar where she's currently working at.. The first grandchild in the family and I am officially an Aunty, eh Kakak should have sufficed. Thank God it's not kembar 4. hehe. can't wait to see him already..

I asked my sis how does it feels ...she answered..best beranak..macam gitu-gitu je rasa dia..

gitu2? boleh plak...

shh..i'm sleeping here

Forgot to ask his name...duh

*Man U kalah 4-1 to the Kops. Saja kasi peluang kelab lain nak merasa menang sekali sekala..heheh

Woah...

Meet this boy or should I say the guy again, Anim. It’s been a while since my last entry about him in here and yes he has grown up. Ish, time flies so fast. And now I am posting about his new achievement in his SPM result today. Well Anim got 10A1 !!! yay! solid A1's !! Two thumbs up plus my toes...haha. And that is absolutely outstanding!! ..I used to call you a geek or a nerdy but now I have to admit that u’re undeniably A GENIUS (just exaggerating.hehe)... *u deserve a standing ovation from me* (walaupun tak nampak.;))

Before the result coming out , Anim is already in Universiti Teknologi Petronas (UTP) and he really want to kick himself out of that uni. He always dreamed to continue his study abroad and now with that result I believe he can pursue his dream anywhere he wished for. God willing, Insya-Allah.

Opps..almost forgot, my sis in law Syidah also got 8A 1B out of 9 subjects in her SPM. Not bad at all. so double joyy..;)

* pic has been cropped since it contains indecent image..;p

Saya yang tension..

Saya tengah tension dengan boss saya. Saya draf surat untuk approval dia dan dia amend.., ok lagi. saya amend surat tu sikit dan bagi dia untuk sign, dia amend lagi. Sekarang dah dekat 8 kali amendment dari bulan lepas lagi dan dia tak sedar yang dia sebenarnya amend surat dia sendiri yang telah dia amended. Saya sungguh tak paham. Bos saya ni ibarat tikus membaiki labu la jugak. Mungkin surat itu akan jadi perfect pada tahun hadapan, saya pun tak tau.

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To Zaza, silala update blog yang dah bersawang tu. hehe. To Syitah, Zaza suruh invite dia skali kat zatulitri_yusof@gmail.com. harap maklum.

Itu saja.

Baby...

My sister is expecting her first baby somewhere around the middle of the month. My mom texted me this short message that i received early in the morning :

New Born. DOB: 2 MAC. TOB: 4.50pm. Kembar 4.

I was shocked, my brain focusing on my sister cuddling four babies in her arms and promptly called my mom.

Me: Umi, Kak Lin dah dapat baby ke? Kembar..biar betul.

Umi: (Just crack a laugh over the phone).

Me: Abis tu sape?

Umi: Baby la..

Me: Laa!!

Baby is my cat. Yeah, she just gave birth to four kitten. Four kitten. Shesh, mak akuni. Suspen je...

Bagos2..

Though i didn't watch it due to the non-existence of Astro(yet) in our house, but the pics says it all. The Carling Cup is ours!!!Yahooooo...!!

*United outgun Tottenham Hotspur 4-1 on penalties to win in the Carling Cup Final after a 0-0 draw in extra-time.