September 11, 2006
Last weekend tido rumah Miey kat Shah Alam. Miey ajak tgk rugby tournament kat Stadium PJ sebab dapat pas free. Dengan semangatnye pegila walaupun kitorang tak tau pape pun pasal rules game ni even cara nak main pon.Hehe org sorak kite pon sorak.Tapi tournament ni best sebab other countries pun join jugak.2 hari melayan game ni.Dapat tgk team dari New Zealand buat tarian Haka pon jadila.Anyway zillion thanx to Miey sbb menumpangkan tmpt tido, menumpangkan kereta,bawak gi makan, tengok wayang dan sewaktu dengannye.Jasamu dikenang...Okla since I've been tagged by Miey kena la jugak buat bende ni dengan rela hati..:p
1.) Put your music player on shuffle
2.) Press forward for each question.
3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4.) NO CHEATING!!!The questions and my answers:
1.) How am I feeling today? My heart-Irwansyah n Acha-hmm..only my heart knows
2.) Where will I get married? Someday-Britney Spears-haah someday..
3.) What is my best friend's theme song?If you're not the one-Daniel Beddingfield-ye kot,lagu faveret rumet duluni
4.) What is/was highschool like? Miss u like crazy-Moffats-miss zmn sekolah like crazy!!
5.) What is the best thing about me? Don't tell me-Avril Lavigne-tak yah bagitau,simpanjela
6.) How is today going to be-Tak ada logika-Agnes Monica-biar betul..
7.) What is in store for this weekend?)Dealova-Once-glemer btl laguni
8.) What song describes my parents? Cinta tak berganti-ct nurhaliza-yep cinta parents mmg takde gantinye
9.) How is my life going? Far away-Nickelback-right, my life is still far
10.) What song will they play at my funeral? Pejam matamu-ct nurhaliza-haha lirik xde kene mengena pun
11.) How does the world see me? Cobalah utk setia-Krisdayanti-apeni??
12.) What do my friends really think of me?Menanti sebuah jawaban-Padi-ish..lain mcm je
13) Do people secretly lust after me? First love-Utada hikaru-ye ke?
14.) How can I make myself happy?-Kenangan terindah-Samson-ingat kenangan dulu2 pun blh buat kite happy
15.) What should I do with my life? Cuba utk mengerti-ct nurhaliza-hmm..nak cuba paham kite hidupni sbnarnye utk ape
16.) Will I ever have children? Demi waktu-Ungu-hehe the time will come..
17.) What is some good advice? Bila Harus memilih-ct nurhaliza-.nak buat pilihan utk ape?-nasihat yg x bagus
18.) What do I think my current theme song is? Stars are blind-Paris Hilton-uish camne lagu minah ni boleh sesat dlm playlist ni..stars are blind but they can blink ^_^
19.) What does everyone else think my current life? You n me-Lifehouse-belum lagi kot
20.) What type of men/women do you like? U belong to me-OST Shrek-hehe yela tu
21.) Will you get married? Pastikan-ct nurhaliza-yep,kene pastikan duluni
22.) What should I do with my love life? Biarlah rahsia-ct nurhaliza-haah biarlah rahsiaje
23.) Where will you live? Leaving on the jet plane-Linda AF-haha kebetulan je,tapi taknakla..
24.) What will your dying words be? Blind-lifehouse-lagu ni best jugak..:)
25.) When im having sex i say.. Hati berbisik-ct nurhaliza-ish byk pulak lagu ct dlm list ni
26.) When I meet a guy for the first time i say.. -Before I fall in love-Coco Lee-someone to stay around thru all my ups n down-kene make sure duluni
27.) When my parents are angry i say..- I'll be- Edwin Mcain-best laguni-yep I'll be a good daughter
Miey tu jela lagu yg currently played kat playlist tu.Am I answering the questions accordingly??huhu..
September 02, 2006

I love this song. It made me realised that I've been a bit far away from reading the "BOOK"...Am I a Sinner???
Afraid to Read- Dawud Wharnsby Ali
How many words she's read before, she's consumed two thousand books or more.
Musty pulp and glue soundproof her tiny room.
She cannot understand why this book in her hand
fascinates her now so much that she's almost shy to touch.
"Don't think about the words it's just a book - paper and ink"
She reaffirms, remind herself, "a book can't dictate what to think."
It invites, intrigues her more than others on her shelf
"Is it just another book?" - she sits questioning herself.
Oh Allah, she's so afraid to read,
the wisdom that's revealed may burrow in her mind
She'll be obliged to admit,
She'll be obliged to submit
But will she'be strong enough to live the truth she finds?
Oh Allah, she's so afraid to read.
The hall light is always on every night that he is gone.
He hears his mother toss in bed when he slips in at dawn.
In the book case by the stair,he can see it sitting there
like a waiting watchful wise-man scolding him with care.
In the morning will they fight about him being out all night?
Will he resent their gift of love and not admit that they are right?
All he wants is to fit in some place, but must he compromise his faith?
He can't look himself or his parents in the face.
He takes the book upstairs unread and sets it closed next to his head
then counts the prayers he's missed and lays so hopelessly in bed
Oh Allah, he's so afraid to read,
the wisdom that's revealed may burrow in his mind
He'll be obliged to admit,
He'll be obliged to submit
But will he be strong enough to live the truth he finds?
Oh Allah, he's so afraid to read.
I sent an email to my loved one, just the other day
It's sad communication has evolved this way.
We use so many words but have so little to relay
as angels scribble down every letter that we say.
All the viral attachments sent and passionate insults we vent
It's easy to be arrogant behind user passwords we invent.
But on the day the scrolls are laid, with every word and deed displayed,
when we read our accounts, I know, for one, I'll be afraid.
That day I'll be so afraid to read,
every harsh word that I've spoken - and every time I have lied.
I'll be obliged to admit,
I'll be obliged to submit
Will I have strength owning up to each deed I've tried to hide?
Oh Allah, I'm so afraid to read.
make my love for You the most beloved thing to me,
and my fear for You the most fearful thing to me,
and when You have given the people of the world the pleasures of their world,
make the coolness of my eyes (pleasure) in worshipping You."
Ameen.~
August 28, 2006

"happy faces"
IIUM 22nd Convocation...
26th August 2006- Haha don't get influenced by the post below coz now I am going to write in other language. Talking about my convo last week, it was a great day with perfect weather and the feeling of excitement was overwhelming. It was not because I am officially freed from UIA but because part of my family members and aunties were there to celebrate my convo and it was a moment and chance to meet the 'long time no seen' friends...hehe. Well, despite of the oversized robe that we have to wear and some protocols that had to be observed due to the presence of 2 Sultans (Pahang and Kelantan) and their consanguinity on that day, that did not take away our eagerness to cherish the moment. Exchange new gossips and stories were part and partial of our reunion and even in the hall most graduates were still chatting and talking to each other. His Royal Highness the Sultan of Pahang was the one who confer all the degrees on that day. I was quite proud because "my Sultan" was there since he is the Constitutional Head of IIUM hehe.. I got a bouquet of pink roses and a cute pink teddy bear that day. Overall the ceremony was not as boring as I thought and the 4 years of sacrifices and hard work (really??) has reached its end at last...
Honestly, to me, this convo is not an end but it is only a beginning of my long journey after this. Yep it is an end of my journey as a so called 'university student' but not as a learner. I am still in the process of learning. Learning to face the real life, learning to face the future,learning to face everything. A friend stated that "success is a journey not a destination" and it is absolutely true!!
25 Ogos 2006- Hari ni saya bercuti daripada kerja. Ambik 2 hari cuti sebab esok (Sabtu ) konvo dan hari ni pulak terpaksa menghadirkan diri untuk rehearsal konvo. Nak tak nak kene pegi jugak sebab diWAJIBkan. Tak kisahla tu. Dalam kononnya 'cuti' tu tiba-tiba lawyer kat firm mesej suruh saya pergi jugak ofis selepas rehearsal.Pagi Isnin saya kene pegi court Shah Alam jadi kene pegi ofis kejap ambik file untuk matter hari Isnin nanti, sebab dah tentu Sabtu saya tak ke ofis. Terpaksalah pergi ofis jugak petang tu. Tak kisahla tu. Balik dari ofis, saya terus ambik train kat LRT Masjid Jamek. Hujan turun mencurah2 petang tu dan saya pulak tak bawak payung.Demi nak cover court file daripada basah kuyup saya menebalkan muka mintak tumpang payung dari seorang makcikni.Dia pun baik bagi tumpang.Tak kisahla tu...
Masuk train, saya memang bernasib baik sebab ada seat kosong.Macam jackpot bagi saya sebab kaki ni memang dah lenguh meredah hujan tadi.Macam-macam gelagat orang keluar masuk train sampai mata yang mengantuk ni pun jadi segar balik. Saya duduk di sebelah seorang budak Cina remaja dalam umur 16 tahun kot. Dia asyik berborak dengan sorang lagi budak India berdiri betul2 depan budak Cina tadi. Sibuk cerita pasal aktiviti sekolah dorang tadi. Apa yang membanggakan saya, kedua-dua budak ni fasih bertutur dalam Bahasa Melayu walaupun berlainan bangsa. Jarang nampak bangsa lain selain Melayu yang rajin nak menggunakan bahasa kebangsaan ni sekarang bila berborak.Tak kisahla tu.
Train berhenti di KLCC.Ramai yang berpusu-pusu masuk.Pukul 6 memang pick hour ramailah yang nak balik rumah. Masuk pulak 2 lagi remaja perempuan. Rasanya tua sikit dari budak sekolah tadi. Pakaian memang seksi habis.Rambut yang hitam diwarnanya perang kuning. Tapi muka sah-sahlah Melayu! Tak kisahla tu, memang fesyen remaja bandar masa kini. Kedua-dua budak Melayu ni bercakap dalam English. Berborak dan ketawa kuat2 bagi satu train dengar yang dorang boleh berbahasa Inggeris.Tak kisahla tu. Tapi apa yang saya kisahkan ialah kalau proper English tak apalah jugak, tapi memang broken English habis beserta British accent yang dibuat2. Tersenyum sendiri saya dibuatnya.Nak tergelak pun ada. Malu pulak rasanya pada budak Cina dan India di sebelah melihatkan bangsa sendiri yang lupa berpijak di bumi yang nyata...hehe..Tak kisahla tu, sebab bekas PM kitakan pernah cakap Melayu Mudah Lupa!!
August 24, 2006
Cakap pasal bahasa Inggeris saya terbaca dalam Harakah (opps..jgn salah anggap baca Harakah bukan bererti saya dari parti pembangkang) mengenai isu Laporan Zahid 2005 yang mencadangkan Bahasa Inggeris digunakan diseluruh IPT. Ramai cendekiawan negara yang bantah kerana ia mengaibkan bangsa Melayu sebab apabila ia dilaksanakan banyak istilah dalam bahasa melayu ini tidak lagi digunakan. Ia juga boleh merencatkan usaha menjadikan bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa ilmu dan pengetauan tinggi.Salah seorang Pensyarah UM berpendapat jika bahasa Melayu tidak lagi berperanan sebagai ilmu di sekolah, universiti dan pusat pengajian, ia akan menjadi bahasa mati kerana tiada istilah baru yang dicipta.Naib Canselor UTM secara ringkasnya mengatakan kita sebenarnya terlalu terpengaruh.Sebenarnya bukan kerana Bahasa Inggeris saja kita boleh maju.
Yep, saya sebenarnya serba sedikit bersetuju dengan pandangan di atas. Walaupun ketika belajar di UIA dulu semua subjek menggunakan Bahasa Inggeris, bukan bererti Bahasa Melayu harus dipinggirkan. Mungkin UIA adalah universiti antarabangsa dan bolehlah diterima jika keseluruhan subjek menggunakan bahasa Inggeris. Tapi jika semua IPT menggunakan Bahasa Inggeris seperti cadangan Laporan Zahid, di mana letak duduknya bahasa Melayu nanti.Takut juga nanti bila semua institusi mementingkan dan mengutamakan Bahasa Inggeris, sampai generasi akan datang tak tahu langsung berbahasa Melayu yang telah menjadi bahasa pengantar sistem pendidikan sejak tahun 1970 lagi. Even dalam court pun ade signboard yang tertulis "Sila gunakan bahasa kebangsaan"..Tidak dinafikan Bahasa Inggeris sangat penting, tapi jangan sampai Bahasa Melayu dilupakan...semua orang ada pandangan masing2, jadi terpulanglah.
~ Cintailah Bahasa Kita sebab Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa!!
August 20, 2006

Siti Situ Sana Sini...
Hmm..21/8/2006-berlangsungnya perkahwinan ct nurhaliza dan datuk k.Memang tak de cite lain kat media skarang malah cerita kekejaman Israel di Lubnan pun dah tenggelam dek penangan kisah ct ni. Telinga dah penat dengar semua cerita pasal ct, bukan saje di rumah waima di ofis pun cerita itulah yang jadi topik hangat masa kini. Mata pun dah letih tengok semua paper, tv, even sms yang dihantar oleh kawan-kawan pasal cik ct ni..Saya sememangnye bukan peminat fanatik ct malah bukan juga pengkritik tetap si ct.Sekadar mengikuti perkembangan semasa.Dah namanya penghibur nombor satu, beritanya mesti nombor satu jugak.Kadang-kadang terpikir jugak, perkahwinan penuh sederhana tetapi meriah tu ape maknanya ye...itu boleh ditafsirkan sendiri.
Apepun diharapkan berita yang didengar pasal ct lepas perkahwinan glamour ni, adalah berita yang baik2 dan bukan breaking news yang kurang enak didengar..saya sekadar memerhati lepas ni.Siapalah kita nak komen lebih2 pasal hidup2 artis ni..
~hanya mendengar dan melihat~
Suara yang manis dalam bisik daun-daun
Beralun lagu Tuhan di sayap angin malam
Redup menyusup di bawah langit bertirai sepi
Gadis tetangga (simpatiku pada matanya yang buta)
Dari sinar hatinya membaca ayat-ayat suci
Awan-awan berderetan dalam arakan sejarahnya
Di mana lagu dan suara menjangkau pula
Semakin tinggi, meninggi tak tercapai mata
Disaputnya langit di atas awan berarak
Gema merdu meresap mengocak ke bintang terserak
Lalu melayah menurun mengusap puncak gunung
Melayang manis mencapai bukit-bukit gundul
Menurun lagi merendah mencecah hujung pucuk-pucuk
Dari ranum dalam kembang-kembang segar senyum
Ah, merendah pula ia meratai bumi Tanahair
Semakin malam lagu Tuhan dari bibir syurga
(Gadis buta melanjutkan khatam bulan puasa)
Membawa para malaikat menjengah dada manusia
Hidup yang damai dari keyakinan dan cinta
Berdetiklah di hati, meski manusia paling ganas sekali
Suara yang manis dalam bisik daun-daun
Gadis cacat dan ayat suci beralun
Meski tidak melihat, malah itulah pula
Kesuciannnya syurga hidup perdamaian manusia
Berdetiklah di hati, meski manusia paling ganas sekali
~Usman Awang~
*this poem really touches my heart!
August 19, 2006
This blog has been published in 2004 but due to some circumstances, I could not really express my thoughts in public here. I guess this time it's for real so that i can perch here whenever my stage of boredom has reached its peak. I dont really like my new template but anything pink can be easily caught by my eyes.
Ok, enuff for intro =)






