Mood swings....!

I'm not in the mood lately. I feel all the negative aura surrounding me and get sick of it.I hate when my boss ask me to do something and claim he/she asked me since I have legal background, so I know better. I hate whenever I'm about to sleep the baby inside kicking my tummy so that I'll change my sleeping position since he feels uncomfortable with it.I hate to see my bloated tummy in the mirror. I hate everything that I love before. My emotion is like a roller-coaster, I have mixed feelings almost about everything and don't know whom should I talk to. No one would listen or understand..I know it's not good so I read some articles about mood swings during pregnancy.They say its common, normal and can happen to even the smiliest of people. Among of the symptoms (especially the mood disorders) include:

• Feeling sad or depressed for more than two weeks
• Having strong anxieties and fears for more than a few days
• Having a decreased interest in usual activities
• Feeling worthless or guilty
• Not being able to sleep but feeling very tired
• Sleeping more than usual but not ever feeling rested
• Not wanting to eat
• Thinking about hurting yourself or your baby or wanting to be dead, or just not here anymore
• Having unexpected physical problems like chest pains or difficulty breathing

Ok, probably bcoz of those extra hormones at the moment, I do experience some of the above symptoms sometimes.I considered it as pregnancy blues.Relief.Hope it will go away soon.

I think one of the best way to overcome it is to shop baby essentials.We almost done with the shopping last week, the itsy-bitsy, basic stuff and only few more things to buy.

Oh, Happy Birthday to dear husband. I always love u to bits..;*

Salam Aidilfitri...

May every minute of your eid
Be happy warm and bright...
May all your hopes and dreams
Turn 0ut exactly right...

Will be on holiday - balik kampung from tomorrow onwards and be back again on Sept 28th..Waiting patiently staring at the clock before office hour finishes at 5 pm. Already in holiday mood n bloody lazy to work.. Anyway, for those who are driving back to your hometowns, please drive safely and carefully. Have a pleasant break everyone! For those who are staying in KL, enjoy the empty roads!

Forgive me for any apparent or tacit transgressions.Salam Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir & Batin...

Kecik?

Been lazy lately to scribble anything in this blog. Plus the absence of internet connection in our house is the main reason why blogging is not a priority and i seriously try not to blog from the office. Facebook boleh pulak.hehe. Anyway since the internet connection in the office has been upgraded to 1.0 GB, i just squeeze my free time in for blogging.

I'm in my 24++ weeks of pregnancy and I'm quite anxious when some people I met even makcik cleaner said that I have a small belly and they even said I'm going to have a very small baby. Some say “kenapa kecik sangat”? and “dah nampak, tapi lebih kurang je ngan perut i yang tak pregnant ni “, those stuffs, bla bla bla. I still can fit in all my baju kurung (minus the kebaya of cos) when another staff in my office who's also pregnant almost the same time with mine already wears the “uniform” i.e the maternity blouse and her belly is 2 times bigger .woah??I haven't wear any of the uniform that hubby bought and i thought it's not yet necessary since the belly doesn't really fit in the size of my maternity clothes. So far i only wear ordinary blouse that loose down the belly.Anyway, the journey still far and some says the baby inside will growing super fast during 6 months n above of the pregnancy. Just wait n see lah.

Speaking of the baby inside who has been actively kicking and elbowing my tummy, my last month scan has concluded that the baby is going to be a Hero since the 'bird' (as addressed by the doctor) is soo obvious.Hahaha. The lady doctor at Klinik Mesra Sri Kembangan is so mesra and cute u know...highly recommended. I've started purchasing baby essentials since my 3 month pregnant and thank God I only bought neutral colours like blue and yellow (to be safe) for the baby and no pink stuff in the list.Heheh.

Haven't confirm any name yet for the baby but preferably it starts with A ..the real name is open for suggestions..=)


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Ramadhan is here again!!

Blog ini mengucapkan Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan yang semakin hampir. Tahniah kepada yang telah berjaya mengganti puasa dan kepada yang masih tabah berpuasa disaat2 akhir, selamat berbuka puasa diucapkan.;) (sape suruh tak ganti awal2..haha)

Puasa tahun ni mungkin agak mencabar jugakla. Sebab first time berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan sejak berkahwin dan of cos acara yang paling mendebarkan ialah acara memasak untuk bersahur atau berbuka. Biasa belije atau orang lain yang masakkan, tapi tahunni confirm kena masak sendiri.Nervous pasal nak rasa masin tawar dalam masakan sebab tak reti nak agak kalau puasa.(Kalau tak puasa, mesti dekat 10 kali rasa garam masa memasak). Ya ampun..And sangatla berharap puasa tahunni penuh sebab dah takde apa2 pengecualian sebab pregnant.;)

Disarankan supaya tidak berlebihan ketika membelanjakan duit di pasar Ramadhan dan semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, lebih bersedekah dan membuat amalan-amalan yang diredhai dan diberkati Allah. Insya-Allah.


Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W.:

Bulan Rejab Bulan Allah,

Bulan Sya'aban bulanku &

bulan Ramadhan bulan umatku.

Kemuliaan Rejab dengan malam ISRAK MIKRAJnya,

Sya'aban dengan malam NISFUnya

Ramadhan dengan LAILATUL-QADARnya.

Malam awal Rejab mustajab do'anya.

(Dalam Kitab Raudhoh Imam Nawawi)

Selamat Berpuasa Semua Dan Semoga Amalan Kita Diterima Dan Sempurna. Daaa..

*apsal la Man U boleh kalah dekat kelab yang tak pernah dengar nama - Burnley tu. Isk.. >_<

Ka-ching!

Hi blog. Sorry for being absent for quite a while as I was busy with other stuff. Workloads, files, holidays, checking out websites for baby stuff n mommies, shopping, yada yada. heh. I am quite free for a moment so doing some blogging business during office hour is not a crime. rite. I am just crossing over 17 weeks pregnant, and so far I'm doing pretty fine with it. The good thing is, like normal pregnant lady i still don't have any major headaches or nauseated feelings except I puke everytime i brush my teeth and pee a lot.haha.

Besides i noticed I'm quite a spendthrift lately, i will do some online shopping and get myself some perfumes or eyeing and bidding some bags like nobody business. Is that a sign of being craving or what since 'preggy' used to crave for food. Like last week i have ordered this tote bag online and almost digging my purse for it. And I'm not a big fan of Coach at all.Ouch.

I emailed the seller that I will make the payment after I got back from Langkawi and I am relieved I canceled the order since right after arriving from Langkawi me n husband rushed to Low Yatt to grab ourselves this stuff since we couldn't find any of this in Langkawi with a good price. So Langkawi is not a total duty free land actually.

We planned to buy Nikon D90 at the first place but eventually after being 'poisoned' by the promoter we opted to buy this latest brand new Canon EOS 500D kit and additional macro lens since it's smaller in size, lighter and comes with 15.1 MP sensor.

So there goes my pocket money and after using my sane and prudent consideration I think I let go the bag first at least for this month.hehe..

Well, can't wait to know the gender of the baby ( still early though) since baby stuff are just soo cute to resist! ;)

The Lost Icon..

Heal the World- MJ

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space
Make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares of joyful giving
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living

Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

And the dream we were conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth crucify its soul

Though it's plain to see
This world is heavenly
Be God's glow

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart
I feel you are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear Together we cry happy tears
See the nations turn their swords
Into plowshares

We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space
To make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

You and for me

MJ~1958-2009
- my all time favourite song from MJ. Most of his songs are ever green.The King of Pop, the wacko, the weirdo, the moonwalk, and the tragedy will never be forgotten...n the legend remains forever...R.I.P Jacko n thank u for the entertainment..

1234..

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

Listen to the song here -1234 - Plain White T's

balikla cepat....huhu

*just to keep the blog active ;p

RM 464Million aka £80Million Guy..

Wee..Real, I'm coming!

Manchester United have accepted an £80m ($131.6m or €93.9m) offer from Real Madrid for Cristiano Ronaldo.

A statement on the United website confirmed that a deal for the 24-year-old should be completed by the end of the month.

The news comes just days after Real clinched the 56 million pounds transfer of Brazilian playmaker Kaka from Italian side AC Milan as they look to compete with arch-rivals Barcelona on the domestic front and such as Manchester United and Chelsea in the Champions League.

In reshaping a squad that looked almost certain to lose Carlos Tevez as well, though the cash from Real Madrid may change that, Ferguson might be able to offer Wayne Rooney a more permanent central striking role and fulfill the promise he has shown on the international stage this season.

The name of Bayern Munich's Franck Ribery is bound to crop up as a potential replacement, although the 27-year-old seems hugely overpriced at the £40m figure being bandied about in some quarters. Wigan's Antonio Valencia has long been touted as a summer signing.

Source: Soccernet

Huh, what an excessive bid, but good for him then. After all Ronaldo was nobody before he came to United. We'll see who might replace him..