Another new chapter...

Dah nak masuk tahun baru…tutup buku tahun sudah, bukak pulak lembaran baru. Tahun baru, umur baru,dosa baru (eh tak nakla tambah dosa baru). Soalan tak berapa cepumas yang selalu ditanya..Apa azam tahun baru?? Aaa..tahun ni tak nak ada azam.Ikut je arah angin nak bawa terbang ke mana. Kanan kananla, kiri kirila.Bunyi macam orang takde masa depan, takde matlamatkan? Lantakla.. Azam=impian=harapan yang belum tentu akan tercapai. Dah malas nak letak azam setinggi gunung, takut tak kesampaian, sendiri yang kecewa. Just lalui hari2 mendatang dengan sebaik mungkin, itu yang terbaik kot. Barulah cabaran namanya...b(^_^)d

Kepada yang dah set azam tahun baru, anggaplah ianya sebagai janji pada diri sendiri untuk ditepati..jangan sekadar hangat2 tahi ayam.Apa azam tahun baru korang??



For yesterday was a history…

And tomorrow is still a mystery…

And today well-lived…

That makes yesterday a dream of happiness,

And every tomorrow a vision of hope…

Life is beautiful..whatever path you choose you're the Master of your destiny but God will not leave you in your journey...so make it worthwhile..

Untuk semua, Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha (anyam daun ketupat memang complicated..huhu) Pengorbanan yang tak ternilai ialah pengorbanan yang disulami dengan keikhlasan..:) Salam tahun baru...

Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful...

Bravo Bro!!

Dear Muhammad Tasnim aka my specky, brainy, nerdy bro, congrats on your achievement in PMR!!- ..straight 9A’s, flying colours!

You should be proud cos I’ve reserved some space to congratulate and publish your face in here..well only the CHOSEN ONE deserves this..kan dah bagitau dulu..haha. You’ve achieved another goal in your life and still bunch more to chase…yet, u’ll be facing another tougher and even more challenging journey after this and hope this success will inspire u to do the best in the next phase of your life..well at least your NOT so-so intelligent sis has overcame half of that challenges and obstacles with …patient... hehe.(wink wink).

I hate to say this (but have to), - I’m proud to have a brother like u and looking forward to see more greater achievements after this.. Silalah buat yang terbaik lagi...My doa is always with u. Kami sekeluarga pasti sentiasa yakin dengan anda..jadi yakinlah dengan diri sendiri..

Anim, I know u will read this but please don’t ‘kembang’ too much..huhu~(^oo^)~

Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes the goal!

Great things happened this week..sometimes we dont need reason to smile..just....SMILE.. (^___^)

Cheers for Man Utd ..3-1 tuh..maintain the top of the Premiership..huhu..

Lelaki, perempuan dan shopping...

Memang tak patut betul gambarajah kat atas ni.Nampak sangat kalau bab2 shopping ni ke 'excited' an pompuan lagi dahsyat daripada lelaki.Gender bias betul. Tapi lelaki sama jugak.Kalau bab2 cari aksesori kereta, beli cd Playstation same je kot macam pompuan.Lama memilih.Hmm... mungkin betul jugak agaknya.Memang pompuan nalurinya begitu kot.Nak cari satu barang je mula2 tapi habis pusing satu shopping complex. Keluar shopping complex, tak sah kalau tak beli lebih dari 1 barang..heheh.Normallah tu.

Sebab tu kalau kuar gi shopping saya lebih senang keluar ngan kawan2 pompuan, lebih bebas memilih, lebih selesa nak berjalan. Takde yang akan tarik muka empat belas kalau kita shopping lame sikit.Kalau ngan mak pun macam tu jugak, nak beli apa2 lebih best pergi dengan umi daripada ngan abah.Kalau gi ngan abah pembelian dan pemilihan barang agak limited.Seme kena cepat..Tapi satu yg best kalau kuar ngan abah, pembelian akan disponser..haha.

Cakap pasal shopping teringat pulak Khamis lepas, lepas keje pergi tengok wayang dengan kawan(atas permintaan, name cannot be disclosed without permission..hehe).Tengok cite ape segan la pulak nak bagitau sebab cite action2 Melayu tu agak 'menyedihkan'..hehe.Tapi not badla..lagi ok daripada drama siri Chempiang yang pernah ditayangkan kat tv3 pada satu masa dahulu.So boleh agaklah cite ape.Dah takde cite lain yang boleh habis sebelum pukul 9pm, terpaksa jugak tengok citetu.Sokonglah filem tempatan..huhu.Habis tengok wayang, tengok2 kedai.Maklumla dah dekat Krismas banyak pulak midnite sale. Masuk satu kedai kasut, tengok pekerja2 dia sibuk susun kasut2 baru. Sale ape pulakni. Salesgirl tu cakap midnite sale 2 jam saje start pukul 10pm,harga kasut mostly half price. Oh.

Maka kawan saya ni dengan mata yang bersinar2 mengajak saya tunggu sampai pukul 10. Nak taknak kena la tunggu.KLCC masih penuh dengan orang-orangan. Lepas je salesgirl tu letak signboard "2 hours Midnite Sale" depan pintu kedai, maka berpusu2 perempuan2 disekitar KLCC tu masuk ke kedai tersebut. Memang betulla pompuan kalau pasal sale,shopping memang pantang. Muka boyfriend, husband ,memasing dah berkerut2 tunggu kat luar.Pilih bukan satu dua, lima kotak terus bawak kluar.Saya memang takde mood nak membeli haritu,takde pulak yang menarik dihati, biarkan jela kawan saya tu ambik masa pilih mana yang berkenan. Habis membeli saya tanya dia.."Dah?" "Eh,Ja, jom naik tingkat 2 jap kat NOSE, nak tengok2 kasut kat situ pulak".Saya melirik jam ditangan..erkk...tapi kaki ini tetap melangkah dengan tabah...

Memang betul, pompuan, kalau masuk bab2 shopping, biar sakit mana tumit menapak, lenguh mana kaki berjalan, selagi misi belum tercapai selagi tu pengembaraan akan diteruskan..huhu..
Pape pun ingin ditegaskan di sini bukan semua pompuan gila shopping, cuma masa yang diambil untuk memilih barang agak lama. Kita sahut kempen kerajaan supaya Bijak Berbelanja.Nak cari barang yang berkualiti kenala ambik masa yang lama. Lihat, pilih dan beli...heh.

Man Utd vs Aston Villa-match tadi, Man Utd score 3 tanpa balas..puas hatiku..(^_^)


You only have to do a very few things right in your life so long as you don't do too many things wrong.~ Warren Buffett

Childhood memories...

~court and law stuffs really drive me crazy..call me freak or whatever u want..I'm just refreshing and recalling my childhood memories..seronoknye time tu..if only I could turn back time..huhuh. These are all my fav TV programmes when I was a kid..very nostalgic indeed..sob..sob..


GABAN-my all time favourite superhero!!For those who born on early 80's, I bet they could definitely recognized Gaban, our greatest childhood hero.




FLASHMAN-5 superheroes..





SATRIA BAJA HITAM-another fav superhero..



CYBERCOP-police robots who fight for justice..



AKANTARE-the longest Japanese series ever as far as I remember..



OSHIN- a story of a poor girl..so sad..even my mum still remember this..




GIRL FROM TOMORROW
does anyone remember ALANA?? the girl who has a head band that shoots out holographic images and used to lift objects!Cool hah..



KICKERS-my fav cartoon- the life of a football player..



LITTLE HOUSE ON THE PRAIRIE..



BLUE BLINK-as requested, I put another one..Blue Blink-kartun
ni layan gak zaman muda mudi dulu..






~If I had just one wish, I'd visit my younger days and tell the younger me it all works out ok...today..

We don't stop playing bcoz we grow old, we grow old bcoz we stop playing..-George Bernard Shaw

Gonna miss 'em all...

I'm counting days to balik next week. cant wait. But I have these butterflies in my stomach about next week..takotnye..huhu.Yesterday I was soo freaking exhausted... need to be in 3 different courts at the same time. Thank God I managed to do it..but I missed my precious time with those accused in criminal court. Tak pelah since firm matters are more important.

Yesterday was also my last day doing dock brief...doing criminal matters.I'm gonna
miss them all. Gonna miss my weekly duty in Legal Aid Centre,my court friends, the police officers, the smelly smells in the lock-up and all the accused fella.Next year all courts will be moving to a new building at Jalan Duta. I'll be missing this Sultan Abdul Samad building. The old place I used to go every week.I heard they will make this building a museum.not sure yet.But I'm just proud that I have sweet n sour memories in here n being part of the history..heheh..hmm..I'm seriously gonna miss them all.

The most boring weekend ever. Working week and my aunt went to Kelantan for 3 days..tinggal sorang lagi..huhu..nak balik..

To a friend, voice out the feelings in your heart is not wrong if that can makes u feel better..but the problem is just me...really hope u understand that..The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of...

Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves without any insistence that they satisfy you-Wayne Dyer

Devil's Destiny...



I really need to post this. At least my effort to stay awake at 3 am was certainly worth while since this match is a crucial one for my fav team. The game was interesting and breathtaking enough to make me stick alone in the dark in front of the TV..and oh, for non-MU fans and 'I'm not into football what more, MU stuff'...no need to read this.

Finally, United destiny comes to finale.Man Utd came back from a goal down to beat Benfica 3-1 as winners of Group F to book a place in the Champions League knockout phase .Personally, I think, United, who went into the game only need a draw to be sure of qualifying, thus, they fully deserved this victory. United back-to-back defeats to FC Copenhagen and Celtic desperately need to avoid defeat in order to prevent Benfica bundling them out at the group stage for the second successive season. Man U made an aggressive enough start and were clearly looking for their Portuguese winger Cristiano Ronaldo to conjure up something special. But nothing happened..Thankfully, after a bit of a false start,and after a shocking 27th minute strike by Nelson from Benfica, Nemanja Vidic levelled right on half-time, providing the platform for Ryan Giggs and Louis Saha to score in the second period. Phew..

So, with Celtic losing their final game to Coppenhagen, United advance into the last 16 as Group F winners, will hopefully offering a supposedly easier passage into the latter stages. Although my Wayne Rooney has been awarded with this gold card and the failure of 2 freekicks attempt by Cristiano Ronaldo , there r nothing compared to this victory..hehe

And I, sitting drowsily,hopelessly in front of this computer, really have to get back to work..huhu

Simplicity is the best...

Dah macam boring ngan skin lame...A little bit of changes will do...edited on my own..guess it's too feminine, girly2 kot..lantak jela..huhu..

Tough girl won't cry...

Phew, finally I'm home. Dah 2 tahun eh, 2 mnggu tak balik ni. Dah 2 hari berturut2 jugakla mkn McD je sbb rushing sane sini, on the way balik rumah tadi, si Talhin ambik kat temerloh, belanja burger..ish McD lagi..tapi at least blk rumah boleh mkn masakan umiku ..couldn't feel any happier than this.

Huhu..tetibe teringat peristiwa kat court tadi. Harini duty kat court 5 depan Majistret Puan Manira yang kekadang good mood kekadang bad mood. Tak kisahla. Tapi entah knape harini terlebih emosional pulak. Harini kat court ade 7 accused a.k.a Orang Kena Tuduh(OKT). Sebelum court bersidang, saya kena interview ketujuh2 OKT ni . Yang tak blh lupa 2 orang accused ni. First accused:

Saya: (lps panggil nama OKT tu) Awak salah mencurikan?Curi ape?
OKT: Ambi Pur 20 kotak.yang untuk dalam kereta punye.Alaa 20 kotak je pon.Kat Mydin pulak tu.
Saya start tanya latar belakang OKT ni untuk memudahkan rayuan depan Majistret nanti.Dia cerita semua.
Saya: Mak ayah sihat?Ada sakit apa-apa tak?
OKT: Mak ayah sihat. Tapi saya yang tak sihat
Saya: Awak sakit apa
OKT: Saya sakit HIV.Positif.
Saya: Oh.

Bestnye jawapan dia.Memang saya tak payah tanya pun sebenarnya. Tapi yang sorang lagi OKT ni betul2 menyedihkan saya. OKT ni perempuan. Tangannya tak digari macam yang lain, sebab dia memangku baby yang baru lahir. Baru 14 hari.Dah tentu lahir kat penjara.Kakak ni ibu tunggal,dituduh atas tuduhan memiliki dadah. Menangis2 kakakni mintak saya tolong dia. Dia cakap dia tak salah, dadah tu bukan dia punya..etc Saya buat2 tulis apa yang kakak tu ceritakan tapi hatini sebakla jugak especially bila tgk baby tu.Serba-salah dibuatnya. Jangan ternangis kat situ sudah.

Lepas beberapa minit,Majistret masuk. Court bangun!lepas beberapa OKT, tibalah giliran kakak tu. Saya pun ke depan. Dengan izin Puan, saya Mazliza dari Pusat Bantuan Guaman mewakili OKT.Bla..bla..terkeluar la hujah2 yang saya pon tak sure boleh diterima pakai atau tak.Lepas abis mengarut-ngarut, Puan Manira baca hukuman. "OKT didapati bersalah dan mahkamah dgn ini menjatuhkan hukuman 9 bln penjara.Hukuman berjalan dari tarikh tangkap." Saya agak terkejut jugakla, sebab tempoh 9 bln tu agak lama bagi saya sebab sebelum ni ada kes dakwaan sama cuma kena 4 bulan penjara. Camne seksanya saya nak tunggu abis chambering 9 bulan inikan pulak nak stay dalam penjara tu 9 bulan.Dengan baby yg baru lahir lg.Court, full of heartless people.Saya pusing tgk kakak tu, memang air mata dia dah berjujuran jatuh. Feel bad for the baby, feel sad for the mother. Saya cuba pandang ke ats syiling supaya saya tak nangis jugak.Malu dan bodohla kalau saya nangis.Sebelumni tak pernah teremosi camni.Saya cuba fikir,yang salah tetap salah. So be professional.Tapi sedar tak sedar air mata ni mengalir jugak.Huhu.

But a friend said lawyers, future lawyers should be tough.Tough girl don't cry.Wrong.I just did. Perhaps,maybe I don't belong here.



Don't cry when the sun is gone. Tears won't let you see the stars-Violeta Parra